我退了百步還沒看到我的天空

99的一次

2011-10-03T12:17:00.000+08:00

我有多久沒有來了？
哈哈其實來更新不爲什麽
只是因爲我覺得被利用了

你也會嗎？

2011-06-07T15:53:00.005+08:00

這圖片裏的情景
你們熟悉嗎？
我很熟悉讓我回想起過去
這篇沒有什麽
只是想起以前的自己
也不能寫太多畢竟我現在打工-ing

dead

2011-05-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

the mood that i having now
just like a crying baby
tears gonna drop soon
this time i have no idea
how long i can stand for it
its crap

my mind is spinning
like the fan at the ceiling
reason?
i just make myself be that
yea..
no reason but not for fun too

since when i cant escape from there?

since when i cant make the decision?

since when my life start become so horrible?
its KILLING me
sooner or later
I'm dead

瘋了

2011-04-22T13:30:00.002+08:00

如果撥開我的腦袋
裏面應該很簡單
100%的腦漿
40%都是韓國文化與人物-沒有辦法啊從小我就對這個國家很嚮往
然後5%被SHINee佔滿-沒有辦法啊我真得從來沒有這麽真心待在一個家
再來25%都是旅遊-都說了交通工具我很喜歡飛機

再來10%給家人，給朋友還有愛人
然後5%給金錢剩下的15%都是玩，夢想加有的沒有的
看超級簡單不是嗎？

然後再過1個小時半我就要去training
其實很奇怪我都不知道那個公司要不要我
就忽然打電話給我叫我去training
說真的能否勝任我真得沒有那個信心阿

吼整個blog在寫什麽
其實我不知道
因爲我腦袋就是空白啊！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
我瘋了

090311

2011-03-10T00:56:00.001+08:00

或許對你對我都好
看了那部戯
雖然悶但是不自覺地想起了你
一切都跟著原本的計劃走
我和你只是忽然中間遇見了
然後就這樣的
在分道揚鑣沒有什麽好改變的
趁著我們彼此都還沒有深陷
把自己拉出來很好
那道墻不是我能打破
也不是柏林墻
領導人的一句話就可以破
謝謝你對我說過的甜言蜜語
恭喜你我會笑著你說的

其實原本就決定
臺灣回來之後和你說的
只是沒有想到提前而已
說不痛是假的

나에게 넌 특별한 사람

2011-02-16T13:04:00.003+08:00

雖然我不懂
那天到底是什麽
雖然我不知道
那天算是什麽
但是我開口了
我說了我不後悔了
無論是一時情迷也好
無論是沒有結局也罷
我真的不後悔了
說過會支持你我一定會
即使最後不是我
誰叫你是나에게 넌 특별한 사람
真得很想念你
或許只是你習慣了而已
或許你是錯的人
但是我喜歡上你了
你的一切
넌 알고 있니?

090211--short post

2011-02-09T20:58:00.002+08:00

whole chinese new year
full of people that i dont know
keep repeating

sorry sir,the room is not ready
anything from miniXxx
payment by XXx or xxX
thank you

yea i'm working
a different experience and unforgettable
becoz 1st day of cny i start to XXX people
><

anyhow CNY pass
and i had decide to quit my current job
but i haven start to hunt for new job yet
OMG~
順其自然吧

bran new rabbit year
i wish myself have a nice start and life
next post will be on when?
Gosh~ i really no idea

p/s to someone:
make ur heart clear and make the decision that you want
dont regret

就是那麽的簡單

2011-01-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

其實我知道或許我錯了
其實我知道我都知道
只是我不懂得如何的和你們說
我的想法就是這麽的簡單

哈批牛二

2011-01-02T00:55:00.002+08:00

全新的一年 2011
2010年的簡介就有
1月在上海迎接了全新的2010
3月上了班
4月辭職再上班
5，6，7月完全適應不了上班
7，8，9，10，11，12月度過了一個人的所有
（但是我還有你們啦）
就這樣結束
嚴重誇張的簡介簡簡單單到不行

全新的2011 我希望

可以擁有我要的智能電話
可以真地出席ss3
臺灣之旅順順利利
有個他
把迷失的自己找回來

就這樣我要去睡覺了
完全沒有睡意的我
還有4個小時就要起床了

簡短

2010-12-27T01:02:00.001+08:00

又是晚年來一個真得很晚阿現在
上一篇小公主說我想念她在此我大聲地宣佈：是啊！！~~

然後那天丫頭的生日我送了lomo
希望這次可以用畢竟她和3C產品8字不和
每次都會有問題
然後也去嘗試了tutti fruiti 好棒！~
一個字：讚！

然後照片也嘗試了米奇耳朵
反正當初買的時候就決定拿來拍照用

最後聖誕節前夕一個人
聖誕節當天一個人
聖誕節過後一個人
那麽新年倒數是不是也是一樣一個人

..

2010-12-16T01:50:00.002+08:00

聖誕節快到

2010-12-14T20:29:00.002+08:00

有人要罵我了
因爲她說我很久沒有更新
是的我的小公主~！
我來耶
其實這裡比較偏向心裏的感覺
但是我家小公主已經出了全國通緝令
我不得不更新阿

最近的心裏話嗎？
還是對工作很不滿意呢
如何是好？
真得覺得不管怎麽做還是我的錯
我錯了錯的離譜
不應該在一個月前知道沒有大床而拿你的預約
應該老早就刪除
我錯了錯的離譜
不應該幫你們接預約的電話然後卻忘記了key in 那些無謂的東西
害得你們需要麻煩的留traces給我
我錯了錯的離譜
不應該進去你們的房幫你們那顧客的旅行袋
最後或許還會麻煩你們去CCTV房看到地發生了什麽事情
凸囧
雖然女生不應該說這樣的話
但是不好意思我!@#$%你的！·#￥%……—*
那麽厲害怎麽沒看到你們和我說對不起
說到這些我就氣但是算了
我不和趴在地上的動物説話

然後聖誕節快到了
我會盡量收集整個檳城的聖誕節的裝飾
然後給大家看
如果問我爲什麽要這麽做？
答案很簡單啊：我爽！
不爽哦？咬我咯

最後小公主
絲綢請記得送來

難了解的人類還有我？？

2010-11-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

一直以來都知道人言可畏
但是從來都不曾放在心上
懶惰解釋很多所以都隨他去
從小到大都很有兄弟情
但是卻不被同性認同
在他們眼裏那是另外一種釋義
就好比：嬌
但是無論如何這還是改變不了
他們的想法
這樣或許沒有什麽但是看在他人眼裏
這就是有什麽
這叫什麽著？
一下子忘記了那個代表性的句子
有人問爲什麽不改變性格
但是抱歉
無論是誰都會給與安慰
或者聊天這不代表什麽
對於我而言不代表什麽
有口難言真得不知如何解釋
有人說既然如此就繼續當自己好了
對阿這麽認爲
沒有必要為誰改變誰
其實了解的人都知道
朋友和情人的分別

沒有平衡的生活

2010-10-18T16:40:00.002+08:00

現在的我真的找不到平衡點
打工玩樂開心傷心完全沒有一個點
以前的時候還說可以一邊讀書一邊打工一邊玩樂
有時開心有時不開心
但是現在我的生活除了打工就是打工
根本沒有其他真的沒有
平衡點你在哪裏？？我完全快瘋了
沒有平衡點的生活很辛苦很機械式的
這生活不是我在讀書的時候嚮往的生活
我要的生活除了忙碌還可以玩樂
怎麽沒有了很辛苦

腦袋又在想是不是應該轉換環境還有心情了
我需要一個平衡點
來平衡我現在的一切

^^

2010-09-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

是時候準備我得畢業典禮了
還剩下幾天呢？？ 3？？好像是4
哈哈真得很期待哦？原因是因爲我終于可以休息了！！！
kl 我來了！！！

前些天吧？我真得從來沒有那麽覺得一個人可以讓我那麽討厭
真得從來沒有高高在上就自以爲高人一等
完全不把姚明放在眼裏真搞不懂
讀了那麽多書看了那麽多人
卻連最基本的26個英文字母卻也搞不清楚
峰回路轉那天我到了你公司儅你的顧客
一定也對你大吼大叫
但是這顯示我很幼稚沒有辦法
氣在頭上

原本還想說寫一些開心的
哈哈結果還是寫生氣的
所以我決定不寫了
至於打工路途上
我應該抱著：吃的苦中苦方爲人上人的繼續
還是快樂之上的定義？？

officially BORING!

2010-09-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

finally i decide to update this blog~
everyday i open and close,open and close then open back
nothing i done for this blog haha so funny

what should i update here?
nothing much to mention about my working life
due to nothing happen
nothing much to mention about my love life
due to i still single
nothing much to talk about my life
due to i having a boring life

its SEPT!
horrible!~~~
gonna have a brand new year?2011
GOSH~! 2012 coming soon
thats the reason i update here
i am officially BORING!

river flow

2010-07-12T13:40:00.002+08:00

機械式的生活忽然很想要有個肩膀
靠一靠就好
每天每天都做著一模一樣的東西
有時候想想原來這就是往後我20年的生活？
唔不多 20年活到42嵗世界上不再有我
42年在地球上我願意

或許是因爲討厭吧和不喜歡的人打工
每天都在計算著彼此我無法開心過活
果然和丫頭說的一樣申辯和你一起打工的人真得很重要
是期待上班還是悶悶上班果然和人有關
啊~ 不說了
再説下去今天心情一定會很爛
88

p/s:7月份我的大日子呢
今年先許的願望：我要開心

1st of July

2010-07-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

suddenly so miss the time
when i have study trip with my degree classmate
when we hang out at Macau in the night
go to 7-11,take all those weird pic,and play with the puppies

suddenly so miss the time
when i have party with my PM members
every month will have people birthday
every time think all those idea to bully the person who birthday
this restaurant that place some more Genting

suddenly so miss the time
when i overnight at member's house
at night chit-chat say this say that

play wii and also bed time story

now my life full of work
when just i can back to those time?

Taeyang fighting!

2010-07-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

等了那麽久終于等到了
7月1日太陽打韓國出發！
tae yang so hott~ XD
GD so handsome ><

風景

2010-06-29T12:51:00.002+08:00

很美麗
最近都很喜歡風景了哦
剛看完了我結
忽然想有人陪我做那些東西
那一定很甜蜜
結果後面的人和我說
你想戀愛了？
我的反應只有傻笑

我們沒有任何交際了

2010-06-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

再見吧我的王子守護愛情的樣子
讓回憶紀念最初感動的真實
滿口永遠的孩子慢慢懂事
用眼淚灌溉會幸福的種子

再見吧我的王子夢想還沒有消失
我會併著你的勇氣一起堅持
曬著艷陽的奔馳勾勾手指
你住的城市會有我的思念因子

❤

2010-05-30T23:44:00.005+08:00

빅뱅bigbang❤

샤이니shinee❤

甜甜圈Donuts❤

sick of it

2010-05-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

我做錯了嗎？？她做錯了嗎？
那麽他呢她呢她呢！
真的無言了
有本事不要靠靠山來贏我
有本事就以你自己的本事來贏我！
有本事就承認自己做錯了
真地對你們這些自以爲是的人佩服
身為我們的領導人卻不知道什麽交錯認錯
還好意思說如果我做錯了我一定不會承認
這就是原因所在！你不肯承認錯誤卻還要我們從錯誤中學習？？
學什麽？你們的虛僞？！

但是寫那麽多有什麽用呢？
最後社會還是會被現實打敗

烏拉拉

2010-05-05T12:09:00.002+08:00

忽然用了華文寫
沒有爲什麽只是因爲我爽

最近打工上面雖然沒有什麽大不了的事情
但是說真的背後有靠山就很厲害哦
哈哈但是真得很不想要和這樣的人聊天
甚至可以説是不要來和我聊天
從第一次知道后我就對他很沒有好感
對因爲我覺得如果把靠山給剷了他就什麽都不是
甚至可以説是他誰也不是了不是嗎？？
最近這傢伙惹到了丫頭吧？
希望他不要來惹我不是我不好相處
只是如果是爲了控制人而來認識我我不要~
真得很生氣這樣的人　

最後就是我很想念你們啦
嗚嗚

tears drop

2010-04-29T13:49:00.001+08:00

really i miss you guys!!!
where is all my babe~
when i online they all rest d
when i rest they online jor
just bcause of my duty roaster

i miss you guysss
T^T

tears drop ><

423

2010-04-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

so late now
already pass 0000
a brand new day~

so tire now
already feel sleep
a panda eye

what is in my mind now?
worry? happy? fun? crazy?
a brand new working environment for me
but so stressful
can't communicate with the people there
i stress myself too much?
just fun when my friend around
this whole week had be alone
LONELY i'm MISS LONELY
not dare to joke with them
not dare to ask them
is not me!!
anyway i am trying my best to fit myself into it

always dreaming about something
my korea trip, my new room, my new hp
but who wanna support me? just only me myself
T^T
so i have to work hard

come on CZL! you can do it
for your lovely taiwan n korea trip
you not just only can but is a must for you
Don't forget!

hard

2010-04-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

내가 사랑했던 그 이름 불러보려 나갈수록 너무 멀어졌던
why is so hard to let you go?
I just don't want to miss you anymore

0000

2010-04-11T23:57:00.001+08:00

有人的生日快到了
其實沒什麽大不了的
你和我根本不能回到過去不是嗎？
哈哈希望下次見面不會尷尬
我們彼此都加油吧
你有你想要的幸福
而我也要努力的尋找我的幸福

最近打工要好好的干！
爲了搬家的費用
答應朋友的臺灣旅行
鼓勵自己的日本還有韓國之旅
還有很多很多
加油！我不可以被打敗

damn!

2010-03-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

work in hotel or work in factory?

hotel is my study,i have the knowledge but yet still diff hotel diff system
hotel is familiar environment to me but i really dislike the working hour
hotel hotel hotel

factory is not my study but they say they provide training
factory do not have any shift working hour
everyday 9-5 and monday to friday and salary is fix
factory factory factory

damn it! i really have know idea where i should be
a normal hour working time or shift time

just a word HATE

2010-03-13T12:25:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time
i never sign in here
just no reason busy and nothing to post
current think of quit job
hotel line really needs lots energy
i just want a normal life ><
just tire of the shift job
i wanna search for a new job again
so confuse on my future
i have no future? T^T

gosh hoping someone can let me talk to
just hate my life now

all is me

2010-02-08T22:12:00.010+08:00

since i love to post random
so here come random picture

then most horrible!!!

my ass

2010-02-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

阿時間過得真快啊
我也儅了快要2個月的米蟲了
這種感覺真不錯 ><

what is my next plan?
hmm
2ml going to call for vacancy
if i still don't want move my ass to find job
my ass sure will be chop by my mum
for no reason

update for nonsense
thats me ^_^

huh ah erm

2010-01-23T11:30:00.004+08:00

i have been ask to go for an interview at Eastin hotel
gosh!
just a few seconds and it's done!

Monday Monday Monday MMMOOONDAAAYY
can i escape? yupz i know i am useless
my mind really make me @_@
one side of my mind is asking me to go for a work if not i will become the first person who dead because of no money
but another side keep on asking me lazy until CNY pass
yupz CNY coming soon
nothing much special
hoping someone will come back
i just need his advise @_@
haha for sure i need you guys too but just miss him craziness

working life in-coming!~
but i have the fight of interview life first
CNY CNY CNY
think of angpao 1st la
don't know what am i talking about
just @#$%

hanging out

2010-01-09T13:37:00.002+08:00

i heard that my grandpa birthday is comin soon~
grr my mum is asking me to buy some present for he
argh! i just XX to do so
can't blame me because he is the one who teach me the cruel of humanity
anyway i am not a good granddaughter but i am a good daughter
so i will listen to what my mum say
so later i am going out and search for the present and of cause
MY OWN STUFF!

CNY cumin soon and this year fall in Valentine
sure lots couple will dump their parents in house and hang out with the lover
anyway i will be stay in my house and face my cute laptop as usual
PITY me T^T no one date me and i can't date anyone due to Valentine

Cousin cuming so i have to prepare myself
well all the pic of shanghai and thailand in my wretch and facebook
as usual i am lazy bug so so my dear babe here
could u guys just go to my wretch if you guys want to have a looks
muak muak

heart you guys
XOXO

0110

2010-01-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

i just lazy to update my blog due to too many movie i have to catch up
2010 just passes for around one week and i jz have my new life for this one week
everyday do the same thing
wake up-->online-->watch movie-->eat-->sleep-->eat--->online-->eat
WTH boring!!

the end of my story with him and the story won't post here cause i had post in my another blog d
nothing regret in 2009~

and now i damn angry to someone who ask me wait he online until now also haven
dun wan care d
sleeping time!

05012010

2010-01-05T11:14:00.000+08:00

Happy belated 2010 new year
everything will back to normal!

.,.,

2009-12-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

good~~ wait i back from shang hai i really will upload all the pic ^_^
little princess wait me~~
dun go police station Y

just random

2009-12-24T17:09:00.002+08:00

i know i know
i long time did not update
woohoo
MERRY CHRISTMAS all my babies muak

i saw he again before i really come back here
bought he the shirt hope he like it
and also
i decide to tell he about my feel le
anyway~ no matter what is the answer
i just dun wan regret in my life XD

26 early in the morning i have to fly again~~
go SHANGHAI! but cold
stupid 命儿keep on say i will freeze at there T^T

Thailand trip is a best memory for me
thanks all my PM dear~
last
小公主不要贴寻人启事~
我在但是我又要消失了~
想念你么么
嘻嘻

merry christmas all my dear!

6/12 i love this day

2009-12-08T01:48:00.003+08:00

looking at the pic and so miss you
once i back and online
those people who know i decide keep on ask me
did I did I
when i answer is no they all like wanna punch me T^T
sowie la wei ~
i just not dare and u and her really make me jealous
obviously i dislike her and i have no idea how to hide the hate against her
i have those pic and i should satisfied? perhaps
if the farewell i can see you again, i have a wish to done also
actually is should be done on yesterday night when puri time
but no idea its not going like i plan T^T
somemore i just select 4 pics half of the 8 shoots
anyway~ i got paranoid with you and puri
i just need another type of picture
hope can see you that time and i will do it i guess
babyXon keep on say i am stupid T^T
just because of not dare i let you go~
argh~ so miss you right now until i keep on punch xon XD
smile because of you and cried because of you too
61113! i miss you T^T

一天天一夜夜想念
又一步步不小心踏入危險
一整個晚上不能成眠
時間還停留在那天 the day we take puri

part of

2009-12-07T03:21:00.003+08:00

today i just done part of my wish
i have a puri with someone
its happy but not the happy ending
i still not dare to tell he that i love he
should i or i should not?
the relationship is so complicated
between he his her and she
why everything so complicated
tomorrow back hometown and one week later i am back
HERE!~
if is sms and tell can it means i done with my hope?
i do miss he right now... but how about he?
miss me too? or just miss her

T^T

2009-12-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

hmmm~
perhaps i should not have the wish
maybe now i will not so sad
the relation still a 0 but why my heart will pain?
just because i can't fulfill my dream?
anyway anyhow
day by day
i knew that he is inside my heart
deeper and deeper

DONE

2009-12-03T13:16:00.002+08:00

everyone is enjoy their holiday since yesterday and now
104pm is my turn! Officially not a student anymore ^_^
finally i done my resit paper that stupid QM which make me headache for more than one week!
plus it makes me pressure until i cry before i enter that hall T^T
anyway i have no idea my answer is correct or wrong but IT'S DONE and OVER
nothing i can change once i walk out from the hall
just can pray that i can pass..i don't want A
i just want pass~ 16marks for QM, 10 marks for Strategy Marketing
PRAY HARD now!

I have no clue how to describe my feeling right now~

excited? YES cause i done with my life as student

afraid? YEAP cause i don't know what i gonna do next

happy? SURE cause i done my exam

wonder? YEA cause i don't know what i want and what someone need~

so R~O~J~A~K la me!

tonight's gonna be a good good night

i don't want to let any single of time which i can spen with you

0210

2009-12-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

從來沒有想過真的會有那份禮物
但是還是很開心你記得了 ><'
現在很沒有心情的更新好累
晚安想念你

Please don't go 내곁에 stay

someone back

2009-11-28T03:35:00.000+08:00

ARGh this few days also sleep at 4am and wake up at 9 something
busy packing-busy moving-busy studying-busy blogging =.=
exam on the corner and i have no idea
i did not prepare yet T^T
SOS help me~~~
got to go~ sleep soon

someone is goin to back at later maybe morning? or afternoon? or evening? or night?
don't know =.=
just wanna tell that someone
i very guai when you are not around just i miss you which i said to you that i will not ><
do you remember the dolphin or you forget?

pray hard ><

2009-11-26T03:44:00.004+08:00

I hope he is enjoy his time in his trip right now...
he say if his mood is nice maybe i can get my present ><><''
anyway i told he that i will pray for he so that he enjoy his moment then i can get the present from he

Time fflliiiieeesss XD
is just like i just move from my hometown to here for study but now i am prepare to pack home
yiaksxx my room now so messy until i have no idea how to pack because i shop too much at here
anyway exam on the way and it make me stress again
INSOMNIA oh my gosh! QM!QM!QM! marketing strategic and and and don't know what politic blablabla!
ANTI-EXAM!

yesterday went to my friend house to have dinner together and she cook for us

just a simple meal but it is fun XD
really fun if whole house is own friend
sure those neighbour will keep on complaint if i whole house is my friend ^_^

anyway i really hope that i will not fail again
PLEASE pray for me ><"
really hope i won't fail gain T^T
4am got to go
byex and sweet dream ^_^
and miss you!

wishing

2009-11-23T03:14:00.005+08:00

Guess what? i do miss someone
That person who ask me don't miss he so much when he is not around >.<
Exam is at the corner but yet still i have the mood to play around
WT* what happen to me? i just want concentrate in my study but i can't! >.<

Sometimes do really ask myself few stupid question until i not really can get the answer
Just like Why you can't concentrate in your study? No answer for me T^T
In my mind i do really understand that no one can help me except myself
But i have no idea how to persuade myself that study!
QM is killing me! T^T Tomorrow is my last day to play T^T Then i have to do my revision d
Please pray hard for me to pass my
QM in this semester if not i really in Holly Sh*t

I do feel that my emo is finding for me >.<
How?
too many feel in my heart and mind until i have no idea i should "serve" who 1st miss hard pressure and many more I feel i wanna cry T^T

I am not the fans of hello kitty but i love this picture
cause is just like my feel >.<
missing someone and emo-ing~

我說我豁出去了如果我真的表白了
你不要遠離我知道嗎？
如果不能當情人我們還是可以當很好的朋友

0250

2009-11-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

tonight there will be a heavy meteor rain
according to my friend's status in facebook
whole malaysia will see it and the best time will be from 3am to 6am
once i saw this i wish i can see the meteor rain with you

Y0u again~ again~ and again~
just read my friend's blogspot
she said that its nice to know you and like you
i think she meet the same problem with me?
no idea,yes no maybe?
sometime will feel that why i just like a fool in love?
yiaks cherish~ yes i will do it!
btw lets have a look to this song
my fav.song in this few days cause the meaning just like what i feel now
close the music on the right corner before you click "PLAY" in this video

but is the sound from a boy toward a girl he like totally different with me

someone keep on ask me:why u haven study?
really @.@
cause no matter how i explain the reason
that person also think that i am playful
ZzZ already no idea how to explain to that person that although i am playful but i still nervous
not i don't want to study but my study way is i have to memorize before the exam
if not i will forget all
who ask i am those kind of person who lazy to explain and i really no idea
is my fault or others?
cause not really many people know what i am explaining or what i wanna mean
T^T am i so hard to understand?
actually i am nervous for my exam especially my QM
why just only few close friend understand that in the middle of the night i can't sleep well
i even think of to give up my degree T^T
someone will feel that i deserve it cause i did not study at all
promise to my friend start from tomorrow i have to study my QM is a must!
CZL you must!as he not around you MUST study!

so tire now eye keep on closing
purpose of this post? nope any but just to say
somehow i miss you >,<

should I?

2009-11-17T00:42:00.003+08:00

time is running or maybe i should say flying
so fast i gonna back my hometown
gonna miss the life here or actually just miss you?
(>,<) i wish i have the courage to let you know my feel perhaps i will or i will not?
no idea about myself
i wish i can tell you that i fall for you but i quite sure i won't no idea
what i afraid of?
2 more weeks to go
tough for me to make decision should i tell you or i should not?
quite number of friend ask me go since i gonna back hometown soon
just tell you i fall for you
why i do not have the courage?
who can teach me how to do?
i hope you really will bring the dolphin for me haha will you?
yesterday got a friend ask me isn't i just fall for you when i here? when i back i will have no more feel to you
i asked myself for whole night what i get is: i will keep on come to here
囧rz

how?? who can tell me?
should i tell you to get an answer or i should just let it go?
T^T suddenly wish i can stay here

random random random~

2009-11-15T16:16:00.009+08:00

woohoo previous time i was busy like hell about my project and now?
i free until darn sien in my room
i was stay at my room for around 2-3 days
except of lunch n dinner time other time i was in my room and watch all the movies that i have
argh~! boringgg XD
what to do neh?? all my movie almost finish by me XD
so i went to youtube to watch others video clip
keep on search all those beautiful GUY XD

wonder how if a group of boy band is Beauty Guy?

1. Kim JaeJoong-DBSK

2. Kim HeeChul-Suju

3. Lee HongGi-FT island

4. Kim Kibum-U-kiss

5. Park Jung Min-ss501

6. G-Dragon-Bigbang

haha Xd how if realy have this group out?
wow for me sure i crazy ><
oh most important add one member MASON MOON!!!
cause when he grow up sure a handsome also ><

1156

2009-11-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

i wish i can tell you but i do not hope that the result is you did not cherish me at all...
我真得很想要开口告诉你我的感觉但是
之前一段的结果我却步
因为我真得很害怕你会不珍惜我开口得到的爱情
怎么办？？我很想念你
明天是我的最后一份报告
过后我们去看场电影好不好？？
我我我很想念你
唉
下雨天了怎么办？我好想你
我想打给你却找不到原因~~

0250

2009-11-05T02:37:00.003+08:00

here i come~ just suddenly feel wanna update here
not much can talk about nowadays just only buzy buSy busY
hopefully after next week i can be alright

i miss you!! T_T
but i hate myself so miss you cause it makes me feel moody T_T
声をきかせて can i ? pls pls~

i just left one month to be with my friend and with you
T_T yiaks
why i so moody now?!
stop think about this!! gonna sleep soon
nitex

1146

2009-10-27T23:24:00.006+08:00

我今天的計劃是和adui寶貝見面
因爲我要送他禮物但是我很不好意思因爲我
很趕很少時間準備的
對不起阿寶貝

封面

裏面

禮物

然後在還不知道要去那裏的時候遇見了wenwen
拍照拍貼立刻拍

什麽都拿了出來！

成品~
至於那些照片
請看旁邊~~

1222

2009-10-27T00:16:00.002+08:00

I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you

真得很想念你
很久沒有看到你了
還好嗎？不知道爲什麽
最近腦海都是你
嗚嗚
我不需要每天都看到你
偶爾那麽一次就好了
可以嗎？
好希望好希望
明天可以見到你
但是沒有一次遠望成真！
61113 530！

1014

2009-10-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

是我老媽又怎樣？
你相信我嗎？？
溝通兩個字你不會懂
反正不管我做什麽你都不爽阿那麽你繼續不爽
我最近沒有那個時間來和你吵
但是我的心情嚴重被你弄爛了
！·#￥%……—
嚴重消音！

0142

2009-10-20T01:24:00.002+08:00

jerk! i damn mad now

from tat time some idiot ask me some fucking idiot question i start to blast!

this event is not just onli for FNB group

i knw previous we really free like hell

but what you did huh? i realli do wonder

i know this is rules of life

HUMAN BEING

but please, don't ever act idiot

my hand is with 35+ bb plate and u ask me tat question?!

fuck you! are you blind or wat?

breakfast,lunch,teabreak and dinner

each around 100pax!

setting,cutlery and everything v have to prepare

v have to clear v have to stand by

once again,HUMAN BEING

people are lazy me also

but dun when you curi tulang can but i can't

i can accept work like a bull

i can accept people jz talk n did nt work

but please when you talk of a people

take a mirror and look at yourself

today is fun but realli pisted me off!

but thanks for those who help

and pity for those who work like bull

anyway we run a gd event~

0124

2009-10-11T01:18:00.002+08:00

承認這裡快要生銹了恩

最近都不知道要的是什麽

然後就一直睡覺恩

最近都不知道爲什麽那麽累

承認最近都很不開心恩

最近都不知道爲什麽天灰

然後就一直傷心恩

最近都不知道想哭的原因是什麽

承認最近都很想念你恩

最近一直想念的就是你

2106

2009-10-05T21:02:00.003+08:00

說真的到底要怎麽樣才可以兩全其美？？

屁！

對著鏡子裏面的我說：你老早就知道兩全其美只是個成語！

恩我知道

以前就看見個哥哥們回來說如何的被背叛被誤會

那個時候還在想有那麽困難嗎？

朋友就是交真心的那個時候哥哥說有的就應該然後不想受傷害就DTA

那個時候得我還很大聲地和哥哥說怎麽可能！

朋友不應該是這樣的！

或許早些聽取教訓現在就不會這樣吧？

0307

2009-10-03T02:47:00.002+08:00

原本用了英文寫但是卻有刪除了

因爲我嚴重發現我的英文表達能力= 0！

唉怎麽又失眠了？

真的搞不懂自己要儅什麽？

草食女嗎？還是肉食呢？

我害怕我害怕我會後悔

後悔和你說我對你有感覺

昨天在無名發表了文章

然後寶貝們都說看了很不開心

哎喲其實只是我的發洩

但是真的很希望可以回到小時候

莫名的小小東西我會很滿足

生日我要大家陪我恩

就這麽如此的簡單！

我一直想要把旁邊的照片換了

但是都好懶惰一拖再拖！

對不起 360鞠躬中

懶惰就是我的本性

anyway 寶貝們

人類=人累

點擊以上去看看我的無名

看看你們同意嗎？

然後我知道再過一個月我又要把我自己逼瘋了

說真的真得很想要什麽都不要理會的

到一個地方重新來過雖然很戲劇化

但是如果真的可以我好想要如此

或者讓我回到小時候

恩快樂就好

0116

2009-09-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

i have no idea what is in my mind now?

missing you or what?

really do hate myself at this moment

something just get wrong since the day i know i fall into you

really hate this kind of me

it just like what the Hell in my mind?

why i feel so suffer ><

i dislike myself to doubt on those thing i really hate to doubting this and that

but why i cant control my mind to stop it?

argh idiot me!

答應了小公主要來個新的長的

但是最後還是辦不到

哈哈對不起拉小公主

儘快讓自己回來

2305

2009-09-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

回到了kl

那麽點的不知道要如何

可能我還在假期的心情恩

不想開課才那麽的1個星期

babeXon離開我了

氣死我了忽然說要去日本

你媽媽的不會早點通知

但是那天的派對好棒哦

聊了很多唉親愛的

要記得好好照顧你自己

看了那邊的風景給我滾回來

嚴重希望你不適應那麽你就會滾回來了

需要你哈哈

然後我生病了真是的

每次回來都會這樣對自己無言

然後對於你我竟然踏出了一步

好希望你會給我反應

。。。

2009-09-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

踏出了那么一步好害怕你會退一步
這樣我們就無法一起了吧？
電腦入了醫院我300年的更新態度回來了

不要吐血

2009-09-13T19:27:00.014+08:00

My laptop gonna reformat sooooonnnnnnnnn!

so i go and keep those i want into my pendrive
then i just found out
lots picha in my laptop
i should admit i am自戀狂
So nothing much i wanna say just have a look on my pic

都是一些旧照片

哈哈

0217

2009-09-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

I FINALLY DONE MY ASSIGNMENT !!!
but without knowing correct or wrong
and also just my part
anyway i can release some of my stress i guess

1741

2009-09-10T16:29:00.003+08:00

其实有人知道吗？
当回忆一直在脑海里旋转的时候
就会一直不断地去说
是来提醒自己吗？提醒自己已经是回忆了
过了那个星期5的聚会
我不再有这群朋友了
原因吗？很私人
我不想说

其实有时候我会想
是否了解我的人都会离开我
嗯渐渐的我也要走出了你们的人生
我一直以为和人家保持距离是正确的
我一直以为那些了解我的人
就不会对我有误会原来不是的
即使我认为那个人多了解我
最后事实也只是我认为而已
我很在乎摊开来说但是我却不是那个会摊开来说的人
我不知道原因在哪
但是很多人会误会我
不管是我的用意还是我的语气
就像现在
其实在他们面前我也一直说你们很好
这也演变成了他们不开心
是不是人就会在乎在另外一个人的心中的地位
不只是你还包括了他们人就是自私对吧？

我的人生20 年
了解我的人渐渐的踏入了然后也离开了
不只是单纯的不再联络也有永远的离开
很多人都说我很假
从小学的朋友开始然后学校以外的朋友
然后补习的朋友然后实习的她
忍受了多久才决定说我假
你们假的定义在哪？

曾经有人问我为什么我可以开口和网路上的朋友说那么多
现实生活中我却不行其实不是我不要
只是我觉得和网路生活上的朋友聊天
我很舒服不必害怕
和现实生活的朋友聊天
我很害怕
害怕什么这个是心里话
我只对我自己说

然后我哭出来然后我把眼泪擦掉了
然后我回去了那个
冷漠高傲的女生
那就是在你们眼中的我

小公主不要打我

2009-09-07T00:14:00.003+08:00

最近的我又沒有寫了
然後我的小公主一定會打我然後捏我然後滿清10大酷刑
這樣的方法來虐待我因爲我的懶惰所以他會懲罰我
但是我真的不是故意的因爲我最近很不開心
原因是什麽我真得不知道
我只是知道有那麽點心痛那麽點傷心那麽點失望

可能是因爲沒有見到你吧？外加被人家煩
然後課業也很多怎麽辦？？？
時間過得很快 9月份了
我還是這樣糜爛得過招我的生活
有誰可以來敲我醒？
我真的不想要這樣糜爛下去啦

這裡的音樂鋼琴旋律包括回憶
還很清楚地記載我的腦海裏

照片的小孩震得很可愛~

pic cant load

2009-08-30T13:16:00.003+08:00

Oh yes! today i wake up @ 2pm
holli luya!
reason is yesterday i drink at my friend house and i just back today morning
thats is the reason why i wake up late T__T

yesterday v plan to go for our merdeka celebration @ look out point
okok i prepare n wait for my friend come
manatao after arrive i really feel wana smack the place
due to they change the menu which make we feel not worth at all
we go away n last went for MCD @ subang? izit subang?
anyway MCD also make me little bit mad
sit at MCD for such a long time
we play some games and punishment is cruel
after that we back to the uphill and wait for firework
woohooo 1210am d mana firework?!
T__T genting have lots!!!
watch to KLCC
KNS
nothing much special
waste my time n waste my air
the environment is like shit =.=
cause to many people smoke everywhere and........
fine fine fine XD
back to our friend house at PJ
drink there and chit chat ciao~

i cant upload pic!! T_T

有誰可以來幫我？

2009-08-28T23:01:00.003+08:00

又有人說我300年沒有更新了
哈哈哈但是真得很抱歉
因爲不是不要加只是我不知道要說什麽

最近得我開心傷心都有
不開心的時候真地想要找人家陪
但是我卻很懶惰懶惰開口解釋
我不喜歡人家問我爲什麽應該什麽
但是我卻想要人家陪我
人啊真得很矛盾
和我很有默契不必我多說卻知道我要說什麽的人
你在哪裏？？快點出現和我分享吧
應該是說聼我訴苦吧

有時候真的不要知道那麽多比較好
因爲知道了卻又會胡思亂想
然後不開心啦然後自己開心啦
然後都是自己的自以爲一大堆
就像我今天一樣知道了一些
卻沒有去問搞得自己
有點那麽的不開心了

唉是我想太多
我對自己說
我們並沒有
更多的時候

暫時

2009-08-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

最近在1u打工
明天最後一天
累倒我的媽媽都不認識我~
感覺快要生病了
哭

200年來的更新

2009-08-15T16:01:00.002+08:00

真得很久沒有來更新嗯
每天都有打開卻沒寫
無可否認我很懶惰
甚至可以說懶惰的無葯可救
整個學期我根本沒有心情讀書
開會也是因爲第一次沒有去第二次我不知道原來我有信息
所以我也是沒有去但是可以做什麽呢？
真希望老天爺可以快快給我休息
2012 永遠那種嗎？
哈哈

昨天去了kepong的公園好大好大
原本想要放風箏結果下大雨
真不知道爲什麽每次說要去公園一定會這樣
下雨！氣死我了
坐在那邊都快發黴了結果玩了一些團體遊戲
雨停了我們就繼續我們的計劃我們去了跑步還有遊樂場
跑步的時候還看都有人親親害羞~><
然後遊樂場無法想象加起來都超過100嵗的傢伙
竟然玩警察遊戲但是好大的地方可以跑
開心-ing~

就這樣度過了我兩天的假期
明天呢？要如何？
今天我想是在房間度過了吧？
哈哈 ^__^

然後昨天也見了一位小學的朋友
大家都沒有改變哈哈
希望他讀master加油

最近我莫名的感覺開心
但是是好是坏？我不知道 ><

alehluya

2009-08-03T12:21:00.002+08:00

why i just like ermmm ahmmm hmph~~
what happen to me??
just a call! hello! miss Ch'ng!
okok i got it! i wont think so much
but then i dunno why
COMPARE IN MY HEART
T__T

love the song in my blog
whats the feel of babes when listen to it
i feel of missing someone hurt me much
thanks for babe yang intro this song for me

darn~ what the hell happen to me in this sem?
LAZY!
lazy to wake up early in the morning
lazy concentrate in class
lazy for everything
sometime i wish i can go round island
but i in mainland awei! no island for me
i feel wan to hang out but i no more money!
!@#$%

我不够好? 需要在迁就你
我不要了我不要那么委屈
不再做你的情人了

forever 21!

2009-07-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

just back from my party~~

yuppzzz

there is the me of that day

nice?

and then i just pass my 21 birthday
thanks for my dear freindss who celebrate with me

and also my babesss who wish me

really thanksss

muackkkk xD

someone had forget my birthday once again

which dissapointedd

anyway i have my bugbangs n pm group beside

which is forever friendss

hearted you guysss

XOXO

parttyyyyyy

2009-07-24T19:24:00.001+08:00

yupzz PARTY TIME xxxddd
Ciao~~~
will update soonnnnn

yupzzz

2009-07-20T12:58:00.002+08:00

yupzzzzzz
in Com lab again
oops is not again but is ermmm
1st time in this sem~~
how should say this sem timetable?
freaking suck
everyday blank for few hours
and i have no idea doing what in this few hours
back home? NO! ar~
stay at com lab? BORING
or maybe
yupz hang out with friend
but hours too long!
i hate to wait
actually just only 4 hours
why don't continue it and make it easy
My life easy~~~

i did not go to BON ODORI
yupzz no reason
cause i don't know the location
plus the day before i stay at my friend houseeee

what should i post
oh Y
J-ROCK
yupzzz my theme in this party at sat
looking forward to it~~

yupzz yupzzz

XOXO babes

18/7

2009-07-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

有時候我真地想告訴我自己
不要再對自己
自以爲是了
免得跌了好痛

口罩嗎？

2009-07-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

該死的網速把我的留言一直出現
因爲我一直刷新結果在別人部落的留言
一直重復啊啊啊烏龜 >.<
對不起阿那些被我留言灌滿的朋友們

生病還是很辛苦
耳鳴 =。=
h1n1聽説會把世界上1/3的人給ko掉
是真的哦？

我想要去日本鬼節
但是我不知道如何去
外加我不知道
要不要帶口罩因爲我身邊每人再帶

最後這也是亂來的
也可以說是來亂的

@@

2009-07-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

明天上課
結果現在生病
是我趕上了流行h1n1嗎？？
我不要
暈 @@
所以我亂來一通
對不起了

妻笑了！

2009-07-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

嗯我不知道我最近的失眠是爲了什麽？
一通電話打亂了我自己的思想
我真得那麽沒用嗎？我嚴重地問我自己 ><

以前在還沒人是你之前
我的愛情觀並不是如此的嗯
我不在乎我的另外一半
嗯我很濺
我不在乎所謂的長久
嗯我很濫
但是遇見你真得很奇妙
或者我應該說我想認真了？？
難不成之前都不是認真的？（=。=）
但是我卻敗得很糟糕

我竟然接受得了你不只我一個
我竟然接受得了你在選擇
我竟然接受得了你忽略了我和你唯一的約會日

所有的一切如此清晰就像是昨天才發生一樣
愛我非你莫屬
淩晨5點打電給你要你去打工你偷懶發送信息給我親親
半夜電影蜘蛛人點心在清晨
實習你說給我生日驚喜
嗯還蠻驚喜地因爲你完全忘記了

歐麥卡我在幹什麽？
不是説好不再想念？怎麽越想越念？
是因爲你的電話+生日快到
可能吧嗯因爲你欠我一個布丁巧克力的

打死我都不肯相信！我放不下你

baba bi la ~

2009-07-06T19:35:00.003+08:00

is just a long time i did not renew my blog~
hmph
just because this few days i busy with my drama
and also busy with my facebook
HAPPY FARM & BARN BUDDY

just a boring game
wait for your plan to grow then harvest it
but i enjoy when i steal someone's plant
haha summore if end of this month i win someone
i have free dinner~~ ><
bluekk :P

today i get my camera
Sony T-90
thanks mum
heart n love you
kakaxx

gonna back KL soon
i heard that this sem
all my friends are planning for extreme sports
OH NO~
i need 萨隆巴斯
hahaxx

ok~ i done my random post~
no mood write about something yet~

cincai post

2009-07-02T18:49:00.002+08:00

it just like i have 300 hundred years i did not renew my blog~~
sowieee~ cause i just busy with
PPS

yaya PPS~
every movies will have in this PPS
so nice~
the korea's show-我們結婚了
is like have a couple of idol
they will stay together just like a married couple
nice and so SWEETTT~
and i have to finish before i back KL
cause after go back i cant open it
T__T stupid line!

BON ODORI i wanna go
KL KL KL
cause i'll be there
plus
my 21st birthday wanna come
nice nice nice
ermmmmm
my wish cant come true i guess
21 presents? i guess i am crazy cause have this kind of wish
>.<

i think i finish post
stupid post
haha

XOXO

nothing special

2009-06-29T10:41:00.002+08:00

updated~ about my trip~
but then the problem is i lazy copy again
at here ><
sorry~
link below Y

|
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http://www.wretch.cc/blog/d1r9i8v8e/10905914

then whats next?
oh Y
my 21st birthday one month to go
haha so excited but then actually is nothing special ><

this few days so boring stay at home
so so so boring!
SOS who wanna date me out??
come come

ok fine~
thats all....
watch movie 1st
XOXO

等

2009-06-27T11:27:00.001+08:00

好難得我來更新我的部落
但是很對不起因爲照片還在我朋友那裏
所以我今天晚上回來更新
等我

我回來了

2009-06-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

我終于有時間！！！

我考試完畢！

至於成績算了吧

下個學期一定需要重考了

攷爻！

說回去爲什麽我最近那麽久沒回復吧

還不是爲了這個笨蛋的考試

對阿我那天整審溼溼的

一個人在溫習因爲他們在圖書館

我不想被冷死

但是好聽是溫習

實際上是拍照

哈哈

然後我很乖

溫習了3天但是成績還是爛

真想弊了自己

今天還沒有離開kl之前我們去拍了大頭貼

好多人好熱

等我斯刊在給你們看哦

然後寶貝們！

我回來了！！

想念你們麽麽

adui babe 你

GAME OVER

2009-06-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

其實很多時候很多事情並不是這樣的
了解我的人在哪裏？是我自己迷茫了吧？
出家了會不會好一些

最近我很藍很藍
但是我不想要人家問我爲什麽
但是我不想要我被別人看穿

又圓了的月亮照亮我隱藏的倔強
提醒我去化妝把以後活得更漂亮
又圓了的月亮說改變會帶來成長
旋轉的地球上沒有人能不懂站在一個地方

可以嗎？

2009-06-02T01:41:00.002+08:00

你是忘記了嗎？忘記了我還在嗎？
還是你習慣了那邊的生活
很多姿多彩對吧？

是你說要我相信的相信我們能一起
是你說要我繼續的積蓄我們的愛情
那麽爲什麽？爲什麽你那麽久都不見人影了？

我很辛苦你知道嗎？
我後悔了真得後悔了
你不在我身邊
上次你上綫是什麽時候？上星期嗎？
我們好好談的時候
上次你打電話給我是什麽時候？
我們好好地談的時候

我們的愛情不久才那麽的快2個月
我漸漸的很想你在我身邊
我們的愛情不久才那麽得快2個月
你漸漸的消失不見不出現？

2012世界末日 2013你凱旋歸來
有屁用啊？！全世界的人都死了
你才回來我身邊嗎？

我懷念我們不是情侶的時光
雖然最後你還是不在我身旁
但是那種甜蜜的時光我很懷念
我漸漸的在乎你了你可以看看我嗎？
不要上限爲了和我吵架不要打電話給我爲了問xon的東西好嗎？
你打電話來給我問關於我好嗎？
你上msn和我聊問關於我好嗎？
可以嗎？我的要求過分了嗎？

全世界都停了電全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面被貼上黑夜
我吶喊思念卻沒人聽見
絕望到極點剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了電全世界白雪滿天
才發覺在我心間有回憶碎片
一作夢翻身就刺痛流血
我卷著身體縮成一個圈像一個句點

被罵了才肯更新的我

2009-05-31T15:55:00.006+08:00

哦哦我的babe crystal要我更新了
哈哈對不起拉babe 我剩下最後一份報告阿
而且我更新另外一個沒更新這一個
對~ 不~ 起~~~

我最近做了什麽哦

似乎吃飽睡睡了吃
然後上網然後出門
然後沒有了
怎麽辦啦？！
我不要這樣的生活

♡ 桜井莉菜 ♡

益若つばさ

我好希望我生日的時候可以和她們的髮型一樣
但是我的頭髮不夠長
外加我肥去了黑去了
X歪！我要減肥！！
寶貝們請記得提醒我
減肥減肥減肥減肥!!

然後忽然想用藍色
哈哈 XD
最近很多戯想要看
金錢帝國 night at the museum 外加angels&demon
希望下個星期我有時間去看

需要疏解我自以爲的壓力

最後我在祈禱考試順利
外加 21分的禮物
我很貪心我知道
但是只有1次的21嵗
不過分吧？
哈哈
XOXO

lalala dore mi

2009-05-27T10:23:00.004+08:00

B~I~N~G~O i slept in class
ECONs i guess
seem like whole sem i was doing the same thing
S~L~E~E~P !!
there are lots more pic to prove that
Haha *_^

another pic i slept
when was it?
no idea too much i slept in class
haha *_^
i guess there are another class i slept
Q~M
shit subject that i ever had
and i guess i will fail in this sem

wonder why i allow those pic appear

haha ^_*

i also no idea at all

i just on my FACEBOOK

and i saw these pics

feel like HOLLY SHIT~

i doing nothing in this sem

and more worst than last sem

hmmm ahmmm

useless me izit?

i feel so =.=

exam on the corner

and i have no idea at all

i mean what should i study

whole book of QM and ECONS

really kill me

may i RIP

plus no mood

dont ask me reason

cause i use to emo for no reason d

yiak!

then i wish i can blog use mandarin

i jz feel like i wan use it

but damn it! college's computer dont have the mandarin

what a stupid PC they provide

haha ^_*

done my random post

XOXO

笑聲不是我

2009-05-24T21:44:00.001+08:00

好吧我既然完成了我的報告
剩下最後一份但是因爲還沒有開會我不知道要做什麽
那麽我就來更新了哦
其實上一篇劈里啪啦那麽多我也沒什麽了
然後上個星期我去了韓國的展覽
不錯不錯這個跳舞的不錯
但是請不要在意那個笑聲
印象中應該不是我 XD

然後我最近很也睡覺很遲起身
我的糜爛生活又回來了
外加今年生日雖然還很遲但是
我想說
21份禮物可以嗎？？

#$%^

2009-05-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

there is a reason why i post 2 times a day
because of something
or i should say someone

yaya YOU!
you just like a girl
a person who did not know the meaning of care
you just know the meaning of control
stupid!
hell~
what the Fu*k you want?
apologies not enough??
whole conversation just only sorry!
you think is what?
sing the new song of SUJU?
lame~
i feel like i just want to kill you off
FU*KER!

what is the meaning of love for you?
control? listen to you?
凸
why you just cant stand here and see
and summore she said you change?
change??
yaya change become an idiot fu*ker

外加不要再對號入座了拜托
腦子是靈活的用不是用來死腦筋
你就是這麽的雞歪如果你要對號入座我也沒辦法
但是請不要有那麽大的想象空間
如果不是看在她的臉我老早和你撕破臉了

胡亂說一通

2009-05-20T16:54:00.002+08:00

be yourself and don't been knock by those who wish to let you down!

這是我想對我自己說的
嗯對我需要加油！
什麽原因哦？？我不知道
囧
這幾天因爲一直往外跑我什麽都沒做到
哈哈哈哈哈XD
有什麽辦法？我就是這麽懶惰

今天考試時間表滾出來料
看了就閑因爲這代表我要死悄悄了
明天我還要出去去那個韓國fair
希望我可以享受
臨死之前的哈哈

嗯胡亂說了一通
因爲我要去忙我的報告了
不好意思哦寶貝們
麽麽

本人下臺一鞠躬

2009-05-12T22:01:00.002+08:00

ok i know
such a long time i did not update my blog here
once agai~=.=
sorry babes
i have been busy for such a long time until i have no idea how i over come it
anyway it is pass

我想說有時候並不是幫你決定
是給你意見
下次有什麽不要說要討論
給了意見到最後是罪人
很好媽的
如果你不是懶得理會是被車撞死還是被人殺死
有沒有改變知道受不了開玩笑就儅狗吠
只是最後又不要再説
有時候是還是不是請照著鏡子看看
啞巴最好的角色外加
討厭對好

ok i just finish my temper
不要對號入座謝謝
本人下臺一鞠躬

8/5の日記

2009-05-07T23:55:00.004+08:00

我最近好想死 =。=
choiii
只是壓力過大吧
這種讀書的壓力我不曾擁有
應該怎麽辦呢？
我好想念無憂無慮的我

人其實很惡魔
這一秒他在下一秒他可能消失了
這一秒他說他愛你下一秒他可能也在和其他人說一樣的甜言蜜語
人類值得相信麽？

人其實很白癡
明明知道是謊言但是卻相信了
明明知道是敷衍但是卻開心了
人類真的聰明麽？

人其實很簡單
只要簡單一句我愛你就會開心了
只要簡單一個擁抱就會感動了
人類真的很單純麽？

人類其實很煩惱
就像我現在這樣
對招這一篇網志
我不知道我自己在寫什麽
心理的千言萬語我說不出口

aduii babe最近你很不開心
很擔心你但是msn不給我陪你
嗚嗚我擔心你啦

what is my titile??

2009-05-04T01:16:00.004+08:00

i want you and i need you XD
haha no dare to kacau you also
yiaks hate when i miss you T___T

i finish up my assignment
just only for my PDP3
and there is still a lots waiting me
it just like a night mare!
it singing: i'm waiting for you~~~
xiu~xiu~xiu
get lost man!

then miss Jen
stop the rumors about me!
you bitch! oops is puppy~~
come come! 凸
you really make me feel @#$
i should stop and try to ignore you
and i know
you will saw it^__^
just go tell them i no care

and here she come

ta~da~

my my my aduii babe o
she was unhappy recently
hmph~ babe cheeeerrr up girl XD
i know you can make it right?
and guess what?!
我們是傻瓜2人組！
kakaxx cause this few days
we use to emo together
chit chat chat in msn like 38
and also feel wanna cry together
oh Y and and also
have puppy around us~~
T____T
最奇特的是：我們是網路朋友 ^__^
I WILL FOLLOW YOU~~~

Last something i wanna tell myself
Miss Ch'ng, can you please concentrate in you study?!
you have lots of assignment that will ruin you up!
so so so girl, GROW UP
you are 21 not 12 ok?!

that's all bye
X~o~X~o

T___T

2009-04-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

yeeerrr stay in lab and do my assignment?! totally not me!~!~
how come i just rush like hell and one more thing
WHY EVERYONE DIFFERNT??!!
who should i follow? A or B
after i done like B then A tell me i do wrong
so i follow back what A tell...
but today when i saw what C do tahts the A style
wuwu T__T who i should follow?!
hate it!
heellllppppp me!

x~o~x~o

erm ahmm

2009-04-25T02:23:00.004+08:00

yea yea yesss XD
such a long time i did not come my blogger
haha oops sorry my friend here

i get drunk 2 days ago
totally shit cause i have to go to class at 9 on the second day
and i back at 3 T__T
the reason of hanging out is friend's birthday
and i get cream on my whole face
thats what we dont to the restaurant
will we get black listed? XD
then mine korea friends is asking us to join them for a drink
cause i too curious so i went
thats i get cause i promise I DRUNK

Then today i finally finish my event
babes and girls if found the article in newspaper
remember tell me please
cause today we have 8TV,TV1 TV3 NST and many lehhhh
so tire now o
so i plan to oioi
hahaxx XD

XOXO

...what can i do?...

2009-04-17T19:30:00.003+08:00

the feel really suck!
i just get my new result for my QM its holly shit
i just only get 3.25 and i am gonna fail this subject again?
i dont wish i have too please
its killing me! and i start to feel
whats the point i stduy degree if i always get the suck result!
NO IDEA with myself again!

Degree not an easy year for me

everythings so hard and i cant continue like what i did for my diploma life

i really wish i can more hardworking

but hardworking is so so damn far from me

honestly said

the result for my QM? i really dissapointed

although i study last minutes

but its really not enough!

i so jealous the result for others

why i always cant get the result like others?

shit!

who can tell me is that too late if i start now?

everythings going wierd once again

i hope this time will not kena me

if not i really will down

please no!

by2 new song

i love it so much

its just like what i feel

我知道-by2

2009-04-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

從來沒想過

不能再和你牽手

委屈時候沒有你

陪著我心痛

一切都是我

太過驕縱

以為你會懂

一直忘了說

我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我

雖然分開的理由

我們都已接受

你知道我會有多難過

所以即使到最後

還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我

才會在離開時

閉著眼沒有回頭

我們都知道彼此心中

其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢

在腦海裡頭

我多希望你

還在我左右

答應你我會好好過

不讓這些眼淚白流

hell

2009-04-15T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hell!
i just feel lonely!
shit! everything shit!
and guess what
i 95% will fail this sem all subject
CZL wake up and move on!
dont backward anymore!
someone wrack me please!

just a short one

2009-04-13T13:37:00.001+08:00

ok i back

but i lazy to type

again

sorry babes at here

hope you all wont mind to link to my wretch to know about my trip

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/d1r9i8v8e/10823302

and i just want to tell some one

i hate to be so serious into you

heng!

！·#￥%……—*

2009-04-07T19:08:00.004+08:00

我快要去澳門廣州

第一次和我的學院的朋友們去
不知道我們之間會察出什麽火花呢
我在期待

耍白癡的照片
很可笑
我想要說
很多很多
但是話卻說不出口
我不知道原因在那裏
我知道的是
我很多東西要說！

反正就是
愛情不只是有甜
原來他還包含了
苦還有酸
你加油好嗎？

我在嘰里呱啦

2009-04-03T20:37:00.007+08:00

然後最後
我今天剪了頭髮
恩感覺如何？

我剛收拾我的手機發現裏面有好多好多的照片
我都沒時間整理現在一次過放上來
哈哈看圖説故事

不知道什麽時候我們那麽努力了
就是爲了QM 真想吵架
聽説今天知道成績但是不好意思
我回家鄉了所以我不知道

也不知道什麽時候我們似乎餓鬼出籠
就這麽的霸佔了麥儅勞的桌子

我的新手機今天剛用
不錯不錯哈哈

就是這樣
我忽然很多東西向謝
等我有F-E-E-L
好嗎？？

我退了百步 還沒看到我的天空

99的一次

你也會嗎？

dead

瘋了

090311

나에게 넌 특별한 사람

090211--short post

就是那麽的簡單

哈批牛二

簡短

..

聖誕節快到

難了解的人類還有 我？？

沒有平衡的生活

^^

officially BORING!

river flow

1st of July

Taeyang fighting!

風景

我們沒有任何交際了

❤

sick of it

烏拉拉

tears drop

423

hard

0000

damn!

just a word HATE

all is me

my ass

huh ah erm

hanging out

0110

05012010

.,.,

just random

6/12 i love this day

part of

T^T

DONE

0210

someone back

pray hard ><

wishing

0250

should I?

random random random~

1156

0250

1146

1222

1014

0142

0124

2106

0307

0116

2305

。。。

不要吐血

0217

1741

小公主不要打我

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有誰可以來幫我？

暫時

200年來的更新

alehluya

forever 21!

parttyyyyyy

yupzzz

18/7

口罩嗎？

@@

妻笑了！

baba bi la ~

cincai post

我退了百步還沒看到我的天空

難了解的人類還有我？？

被罵了才肯更新的我