dead

the mood that i having now
just like a crying baby
tears gonna drop soon
this time i have no idea
how long i can stand for it
its crap

my mind is spinning
like the fan at the ceiling
reason?
i just make myself be that
yea..
no reason but not for fun too

since when i cant escape from there?

since when i cant make the decision?

since when my life start become so horrible?
its KILLING me
sooner or later
I'm dead