.,.,

good~~ wait i back from shang hai i really will upload all the pic ^_^
little princess wait me~~
dun go police station Y

just random

i know i know
i long time did not update
woohoo
MERRY CHRISTMAS all my babies muak

i saw he again before i really come back here
bought he the shirt hope he like it
and also
i decide to tell he about my feel le
anyway~ no matter what is the answer
i just dun wan regret in my life XD

26 early in the morning i have to fly again~~
go SHANGHAI! but cold
stupid 命儿keep on say i will freeze at there T^T

Thailand trip is a best memory for me
thanks all my PM dear~
last
小公主不要贴寻人启事~
我在 但是我又要消失了~
想念你 么么
嘻嘻

merry christmas all my dear!

6/12 i love this day

looking at the pic and so miss you
once i back and online
those people who know i decide keep on ask me
did I did I
when i answer is no they all like wanna punch me T^T
sowie la wei ~
i just not dare and u and her really make me jealous
obviously i dislike her and i have no idea how to hide the hate against her
i have those pic and i should satisfied? perhaps
if the farewell i can see you again, i have a wish to done also
actually is should be done on yesterday night when puri time
but no idea its not going like i plan T^T
somemore i just select 4 pics half of the 8 shoots
anyway~ i got paranoid with you and puri
i just need another type of picture
hope can see you that time and i will do it i guess
babyXon keep on say i am stupid T^T
just because of not dare i let you go~
argh~ so miss you right now until i keep on punch xon XD
smile because of you and cried because of you too
61113! i miss you T^T

一天天一夜夜想念
又一步步不小心踏入危險
一整個晚上不能成眠
時間還停留在那天 the day we take puri

part of

today i just done part of my wish
i have a puri with someone
its happy but not the happy ending
i still not dare to tell he that i love he
should i or i should not?
the relationship is so complicated
between he his her and she
why everything so complicated
tomorrow back hometown and one week later i am back
HERE!~
if is sms and tell can it means i done with my hope?
i do miss he right now... but how about he?
miss me too? or just miss her

T^T

hmmm~
perhaps i should not have the wish
maybe now i will not so sad
the relation still a 0 but why my heart will pain?
just because i can't fulfill my dream?
anyway anyhow
day by day
i knew that he is inside my heart
deeper and deeper

DONE

everyone is enjoy their holiday since yesterday and now
104pm is my turn! Officially not a student anymore ^_^
finally i done my resit paper that stupid QM which make me headache for more than one week!
plus it makes me pressure until i cry before i enter that hall T^T
anyway i have no idea my answer is correct or wrong but IT'S DONE and OVER
nothing i can change once i walk out from the hall
just can pray that i can pass..i don't want A
i just want pass~ 16marks for QM, 10 marks for Strategy Marketing
PRAY HARD now!

I have no clue how to describe my feeling right now~

excited? YES cause i done with my life as student

afraid? YEAP cause i don't know what i gonna do next

happy? SURE cause i done my exam

wonder? YEA cause i don't know what i want and what someone need~

so R~O~J~A~K la me!

tonight's gonna be a good good night

i don't want to let any single of time which i can spen with you

><

0210

從來沒有想過真的會有那份禮物
但是還是很開心你記得了 ><'
現在很沒有心情的更新 好累
晚安 想念你

Please don't go 내곁에 stay

someone back

ARGh this few days also sleep at 4am and wake up at 9 something
busy packing-busy moving-busy studying-busy blogging =.=
exam on the corner and i have no idea
i did not prepare yet T^T
SOS help me~~~
got to go~ sleep soon

someone is goin to back at later maybe morning? or afternoon? or evening? or night?
don't know =.=
just wanna tell that someone
i very guai when you are not around just i miss you which i said to you that i will not ><
do you remember the dolphin or you forget?

pray hard ><

I hope he is enjoy his time in his trip right now...
he say if his mood is nice maybe i can get my present ><><''
anyway i told he that i will pray for he so that he enjoy his moment then i can get the present from he

Time fflliiiieeesss XD
is just like i just move from my hometown to here for study but now i am prepare to pack home
yiaksxx my room now so messy until i have no idea how to pack because i shop too much at here
anyway exam on the way and it make me stress again
INSOMNIA oh my gosh! QM!QM!QM! marketing strategic and and and don't know what politic blablabla!
ANTI-EXAM!

yesterday went to my friend house to have dinner together and she cook for us

just a simple meal but it is fun XD
really fun if whole house is own friend
sure those neighbour will keep on complaint if i whole house is my friend ^_^

anyway i really hope that i will not fail again
PLEASE pray for me ><"
really hope i won't fail gain T^T
4am got to go
byex and sweet dream ^_^
and miss you!

wishing

Guess what? i do miss someone
That person who ask me don't miss he so much when he is not around >.<
Exam is at the corner but yet still i have the mood to play around
WT* what happen to me? i just want concentrate in my study but i can't! >.<

Sometimes do really ask myself few stupid question until i not really can get the answer
Just like Why you can't concentrate in your study? No answer for me T^T
In my mind i do really understand that no one can help me except myself
But i have no idea how to persuade myself that study!
QM is killing me! T^T Tomorrow is my last day to play T^T Then i have to do my revision d
Please pray hard for me to pass my
QM in this semester if not i really in Holly Sh*t

I do feel that my emo is finding for me >.<
How?
too many feel in my heart and mind until i have no idea i should "serve" who 1st miss hard pressure and many more I feel i wanna cry T^T

I am not the fans of hello kitty but i love this picture
cause is just like my feel >.<
missing someone and emo-ing~

我說我豁出去了 如果我真的表白了
你不要遠離我 知道嗎？
如果不能當情人 我們還是可以當很好的朋友

0250

tonight there will be a heavy meteor rain
according to my friend's status in facebook
whole malaysia will see it and the best time will be from 3am to 6am
once i saw this i wish i can see the meteor rain with you

Y0u again~ again~ and again~
just read my friend's blogspot
she said that its nice to know you and like you
i think she meet the same problem with me?
no idea,yes no maybe?
sometime will feel that why i just like a fool in love?
yiaks cherish~ yes i will do it!
btw lets have a look to this song
my fav.song in this few days cause the meaning just like what i feel now
close the music on the right corner before you click "PLAY" in this video

but is the sound from a boy toward a girl he like totally different with me

someone keep on ask me:why u haven study?
really @.@
cause no matter how i explain the reason
that person also think that i am playful
ZzZ already no idea how to explain to that person that although i am playful but i still nervous
not i don't want to study but my study way is i have to memorize before the exam
if not i will forget all
who ask i am those kind of person who lazy to explain and i really no idea
is my fault or others?
cause not really many people know what i am explaining or what i wanna mean
T^T am i so hard to understand?
actually i am nervous for my exam especially my QM
why just only few close friend understand that in the middle of the night i can't sleep well
i even think of to give up my degree T^T
someone will feel that i deserve it cause i did not study at all
promise to my friend start from tomorrow i have to study my QM is a must!
CZL you must!as he not around you MUST study!

so tire now eye keep on closing
purpose of this post? nope any but just to say
somehow i miss you >,<

should I?

time is running or maybe i should say flying
so fast i gonna back my hometown
gonna miss the life here or actually just miss you?
(>,<) i wish i have the courage to let you know my feel perhaps i will or i will not?
no idea about myself
i wish i can tell you that i fall for you but i quite sure i won't no idea
what i afraid of?
2 more weeks to go
tough for me to make decision should i tell you or i should not?
quite number of friend ask me go since i gonna back hometown soon
just tell you i fall for you
why i do not have the courage?
who can teach me how to do?
i hope you really will bring the dolphin for me haha will you?
yesterday got a friend ask me isn't i just fall for you when i here? when i back i will have no more feel to you
i asked myself for whole night what i get is: i will keep on come to here
囧rz

how?? who can tell me?
should i tell you to get an answer or i should just let it go?
T^T suddenly wish i can stay here

random random random~

woohoo previous time i was busy like hell about my project and now?
i free until darn sien in my room
i was stay at my room for around 2-3 days
except of lunch n dinner time other time i was in my room and watch all the movies that i have
argh~! boringgg XD
what to do neh?? all my movie almost finish by me XD
so i went to youtube to watch others video clip
keep on search all those beautiful GUY XD

wonder how if a group of boy band is Beauty Guy?

1. Kim JaeJoong-DBSK

2. Kim HeeChul-Suju

3. Lee HongGi-FT island

4. Kim Kibum-U-kiss

5. Park Jung Min-ss501

6. G-Dragon-Bigbang

haha Xd how if realy have this group out?
wow for me sure i crazy ><
oh most important add one member MASON MOON!!!
cause when he grow up sure a handsome also ><

1156

i wish i can tell you but i do not hope that the result is you did not cherish me at all...
我真得很想要开口告诉你我的感觉 但是
之前一段的结果 我却步
因为我真得很害怕 你会不珍惜 我开口得到的爱情
怎么办？？ 我很想念你
明天是我的最后一份报告
过后我们去看场电影 好不好？？
我 我 我很想念你
唉
下雨天了怎么办？ 我好想你
我想打给你 却找不到原因~~

0250

here i come~ just suddenly feel wanna update here
not much can talk about nowadays just only buzy buSy busY
hopefully after next week i can be alright

i miss you!! T_T
but i hate myself so miss you cause it makes me feel moody T_T
声をきかせて can i ? pls pls~

i just left one month to be with my friend and with you
T_T yiaks
why i so moody now?!
stop think about this!! gonna sleep soon
nitex

1146

我今天的計劃是 和adui寶貝 見面
因爲我要送他禮物 但是我很不好意思 因爲我
很趕很少時間 準備的
對不起阿寶貝

封面

裏面

禮物

然後 在還不知道要去那裏的時候 遇見了wenwen
拍照 拍貼 立刻拍

什麽都拿了出來！

成品~
至於那些照片
請看旁邊~~

1222

I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you

真得很想念你
很久沒有看到你了
還好嗎？ 不知道爲什麽
最近 腦海都是你
嗚嗚
我不需要每天都看到你
偶爾那麽一次 就好了
可以嗎？
好希望好希望
明天可以見到你
但是沒有一次 遠望成真！
61113 530！

1014

是我老媽又怎樣？
你相信我嗎？？
溝通兩個字你不會懂
反正不管我做什麽你都不爽阿 那麽你繼續不爽
我最近沒有那個時間 來和你吵
但是我的心情嚴重被你弄爛了
！·#￥%……—
嚴重消音！

0142

jerk! i damn mad now

from tat time some idiot ask me some fucking idiot question i start to blast!

this event is not just onli for FNB group

i knw previous we really free like hell

but what you did huh? i realli do wonder

i know this is rules of life

HUMAN BEING

but please, don't ever act idiot

my hand is with 35+ bb plate and u ask me tat question?!

fuck you! are you blind or wat?

breakfast,lunch,teabreak and dinner

each around 100pax!

setting,cutlery and everything v have to prepare

v have to clear v have to stand by

once again,HUMAN BEING

people are lazy me also

but dun when you curi tulang can but i can't

i can accept work like a bull

i can accept people jz talk n did nt work

but please when you talk of a people

take a mirror and look at yourself

today is fun but realli pisted me off!

but thanks for those who help

and pity for those who work like bull

anyway we run a gd event~

0124

承認這裡快要生銹了 恩

最近 都不知道要的是什麽

然後就一直睡覺 恩

最近 都不知道爲什麽那麽累

承認最近都很不開心 恩

最近 都不知道爲什麽天灰

然後就一直傷心 恩

最近 都不知道想哭的原因是什麽

承認最近都很想念你 恩

最近 一直想念的就是你

2106

說真的 到底要怎麽樣才可以兩全其美？？

屁！

對著鏡子裏面的我說： 你老早就知道 兩全其美 只是個成語！

恩 我知道

以前就看見個哥哥們回來說如何的被背叛 被誤會

那個時候還在想 有那麽困難嗎？

朋友就是交真心的 那個時候哥哥說 有的就應該 然後不想受傷害 就DTA

那個時候得我 還很大聲地和哥哥說 怎麽可能！

朋友不應該是這樣的！

或許早些聽取教訓 現在就不會這樣吧？

0307

原本用了英文寫 但是卻有刪除了

因爲我嚴重發現我的英文表達能力= 0！

唉 怎麽又失眠了？

真的搞不懂自己 要儅什麽？

草食女嗎？ 還是肉食呢？

我害怕 我害怕我會後悔

後悔 和你說 我對你有感覺

昨天 在無名發表了文章

然後寶貝們都說看了很不開心

哎喲 其實只是我的發洩

但是真的 很希望可以回到小時候

莫名的小小東西 我會很滿足

生日我要大家陪我 恩

就這麽如此的簡單！

我一直想要把旁邊的照片換了

但是都好懶惰 一拖再拖！

對不起 360鞠躬中

懶惰就是我的本性

anyway 寶貝們

人類=人累

點擊以上 去看看我的無名

看看你們同意嗎？

然後我知道再過一個月 我又要把我自己逼瘋了

說真的 真得很想要 什麽都不要理會的

到一個地方重新來過 雖然很戲劇化

但是 如果真的可以 我好想要如此

或者 讓我回到小時候

恩 快樂 就好

0116

i have no idea what is in my mind now?

missing you or what?

really do hate myself at this moment

something just get wrong since the day i know i fall into you

really hate this kind of me

it just like what the Hell in my mind?

why i feel so suffer ><

i dislike myself to doubt on those thing i really hate to doubting this and that

but why i cant control my mind to stop it?

argh idiot me!

答應了小公主要來個新的長的

但是最後還是辦不到

哈哈 對不起拉小公主

儘快讓自己回來

2305

回到了kl

那麽點的不知道要如何

可能我還在假期的心情 恩

不想開課 才那麽的1個星期

babeXon離開我了

氣死我了 忽然說要去日本

你媽媽的 不會早點通知

但是那天的派對 好棒哦

聊了很多 唉 親愛的

要記得 好好照顧你自己

看了那邊的風景給我滾回來

嚴重希望你不適應 那麽你就會滾回來了

需要你 哈哈

然後我生病了 真是的

每次回來都會這樣 對自己無言

然後對於你 我竟然踏出了一步

好希望你會給我反應

。。。

踏出了那么一步 好害怕你會退一步
這樣我們就無法一起了吧？
電腦入了醫院 我300年的更新態度 回來了

不要吐血

My laptop gonna reformat sooooonnnnnnnnn!

so i go and keep those i want into my pendrive
then i just found out
lots picha in my laptop
i should admit i am自戀狂
So nothing much i wanna say just have a look on my pic

都是一些旧照片

哈哈

0217

I FINALLY DONE MY ASSIGNMENT !!!
but without knowing correct or wrong
and also just my part
anyway i can release some of my stress i guess

1741

其实有人知道吗？
当回忆一直在脑海里旋转的时候
就会一直不断地去说
是来提醒自己吗？ 提醒自己 已经是回忆了
过了那个星期5的聚会
我不再有这群朋友了
原因吗？ 很私人
我不想说

其实有时候 我会想
是否了解我的人都会离开我
嗯 渐渐的我也要走出了你们的人生
我一直以为 和人家保持距离 是正确的
我一直以为那些了解我的人
就不会对我有误会 原来不是的
即使我认为那个人多了解我
最后事实也只是 我认为而已
我很在乎摊开来说 但是我却不是那个会摊开来说的人
我不知道原因在哪
但是 很多人会误会我
不管是我的用意还是我的语气
就像现在
其实 在他们面前我也一直说你们很好
这也演变成了 他们不开心
是不是人就会在乎 在另外一个人的心中的地位
不只是你 还包括了他们 人就是自私对吧？

我的人生20 年
了解我的人 渐渐的踏入了 然后也离开了
不只是单纯的不再联络 也有永远的离开
很多人都说我很假
从小学的朋友开始 然后学校以外的朋友
然后补习的朋友 然后实习的她
忍受了多久才决定说 我假
你们假的定义在哪？

曾经有人问我 为什么我可以开口和网路上的朋友说那么多
现实生活中我却不行 其实不是我不要
只是我觉得 和网路生活上的朋友聊天
我很舒服不必害怕
和现实生活的朋友聊天
我很害怕
害怕什么 这个是心里话
我只对我自己说

然后我哭出来 然后我把眼泪擦掉了
然后我回去了那个
冷漠 高傲的女生
那就是在你们眼中的我

小公主不要打我

最近的我 又沒有寫了
然後我的小公主一定會打我 然後捏我 然後滿清10大酷刑
這樣的方法來虐待我 因爲我的懶惰 所以他會懲罰我
但是我真的不是故意的 因爲我最近很不開心
原因是什麽我真得不知道
我只是知道 有那麽點心痛 那麽點傷心 那麽點失望

可能是因爲沒有見到你吧？ 外加被人家煩
然後課業也很多 怎麽辦？？？
時間過得很快 9月份了
我還是 這樣糜爛得過招我的生活
有誰可以來敲我醒？
我真的不想要這樣糜爛下去啦

這裡的音樂 鋼琴旋律 包括回憶
還很清楚地記載我的腦海裏

照片的小孩震得很可愛~

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Oh yes! today i wake up @ 2pm
holli luya!
reason is yesterday i drink at my friend house and i just back today morning
thats is the reason why i wake up late T__T

yesterday v plan to go for our merdeka celebration @ look out point
okok i prepare n wait for my friend come
manatao after arrive i really feel wana smack the place
due to they change the menu which make we feel not worth at all
we go away n last went for MCD @ subang? izit subang?
anyway MCD also make me little bit mad
sit at MCD for such a long time
we play some games and punishment is cruel
after that we back to the uphill and wait for firework
woohooo 1210am d mana firework?!
T__T genting have lots!!!
watch to KLCC
KNS
nothing much special
waste my time n waste my air
the environment is like shit =.=
cause to many people smoke everywhere and........
fine fine fine XD
back to our friend house at PJ
drink there and chit chat ciao~

i cant upload pic!! T_T

有誰可以來幫我？

又有人說我300年沒有更新了
哈哈哈 但是真得很抱歉
因爲不是不要加 只是我不知道要說什麽

最近得我 開心傷心都有
不開心的時候真地想要找人家陪
但是我卻很懶惰 懶惰開口解釋
我不喜歡人家問我 爲什麽應該什麽
但是我卻想要 人家陪我
人啊 真得很矛盾
和我很有默契不必我多說卻知道我要說什麽的人
你在哪裏？？ 快點出現和我分享吧
應該是說聼我訴苦吧

有時候真的不要知道那麽多比較好
因爲知道了卻又會胡思亂想
然後不開心啦 然後自己開心啦
然後都是自己的自以爲 一大堆
就像我今天一樣 知道了一些
卻沒有去問 搞得自己
有點那麽的 不開心了

唉 是我想太多
我對自己說
我們並沒有
更多的時候

暫時

最近在1u打工
明天最後一天
累倒我的媽媽都不認識我~
感覺快要生病了
哭

200年來的更新

真得很久沒有來更新 嗯
每天都有打開卻沒寫
無可否認 我很懶惰
甚至可以說懶惰的無葯可救
整個學期我根本沒有心情讀書
開會也是 因爲第一次沒有去 第二次我不知道原來我有信息
所以 我也是沒有去但是可以做什麽呢？
真希望老天爺可以快快給我休息
2012 永遠那種嗎？
哈哈

昨天去了kepong的公園 好大好大
原本想要放風箏 結果下大雨
真不知道爲什麽 每次說要去公園一定會這樣
下雨！ 氣死我了
坐在那邊都快發黴了 結果玩了一些團體遊戲
雨停了 我們就繼續我們的計劃 我們去了跑步 還有遊樂場
跑步的時候還看都有人親親 害羞~><
然後遊樂場 無法想象 加起來都超過100嵗的傢伙
竟然玩警察遊戲 但是好大的地方可以跑
開心-ing~

就這樣度過了我兩天的假期
明天呢？ 要如何？
今天我想是在房間度過了吧？
哈哈 ^__^

然後昨天也見了一位小學的朋友
大家都沒有改變 哈哈
希望他讀master加油

最近我莫名的感覺開心
但是是好是坏？ 我不知道 ><

alehluya

why i just like ermmm ahmmm hmph~~
what happen to me??
just a call! hello! miss Ch'ng!
okok i got it! i wont think so much
but then i dunno why
COMPARE IN MY HEART
T__T

love the song in my blog
whats the feel of babes when listen to it
i feel of missing someone hurt me much
thanks for babe yang intro this song for me

darn~ what the hell happen to me in this sem?
LAZY!
lazy to wake up early in the morning
lazy concentrate in class
lazy for everything
sometime i wish i can go round island
but i in mainland awei! no island for me
i feel wan to hang out but i no more money!
!@#$%

我不够好? 需要在迁就你
我不要了 我不要那么委屈
不再做你的情人了

forever 21!

just back from my party~~

yuppzzz

there is the me of that day

nice?

and then i just pass my 21 birthday
thanks for my dear freindss who celebrate with me

and also my babesss who wish me

really thanksss

muackkkk xD

someone had forget my birthday once again

which dissapointedd

anyway i have my bugbangs n pm group beside

which is forever friendss

hearted you guysss

XOXO

parttyyyyyy

yupzz PARTY TIME xxxddd
Ciao~~~
will update soonnnnn

yupzzz

yupzzzzzz
in Com lab again
oops is not again but is ermmm
1st time in this sem~~
how should say this sem timetable?
freaking suck
everyday blank for few hours
and i have no idea doing what in this few hours
back home? NO! ar~
stay at com lab? BORING
or maybe
yupz hang out with friend
but hours too long!
i hate to wait
actually just only 4 hours
why don't continue it and make it easy
My life easy~~~

i did not go to BON ODORI
yupzz no reason
cause i don't know the location
plus the day before i stay at my friend houseeee

what should i post
oh Y
J-ROCK
yupzzz my theme in this party at sat
looking forward to it~~

yupzz yupzzz

XOXO babes

18/7

有時候 我真地想告訴我自己
不要再對自己
自以爲是了
免得 跌了 好痛

口罩嗎？

該死的網速 把我的留言一直出現
因爲我一直刷新 結果 在別人部落的留言
一直重復 啊啊啊 烏龜 >.<
對不起阿那些被我留言灌滿的朋友們

生病還是很辛苦
耳鳴 =。=
h1n1聽説會把世界上1/3的人給ko掉
是真的哦？

我想要去日本鬼節
但是我不知道如何去
外加 我不知道
要不要帶口罩 因爲我身邊每人再帶

最後 這也是亂來的
也可以說 是來亂的

@@

明天上課
結果現在生病
是我趕上了流行h1n1嗎？？
我不要
暈 @@
所以我亂來一通
對不起了

妻笑了！

嗯 我不知道我最近的失眠是爲了什麽？
一通電話 打亂了我自己的思想
我真得那麽沒用嗎？我嚴重地問我自己 ><

以前 在還沒人是你之前
我的愛情觀並不是如此的 嗯
我不在乎 我的另外一半
嗯 我很濺
我不在乎 所謂的長久
嗯 我很濫
但是遇見你 真得很奇妙
或者我應該說 我想認真了？？
難不成之前都不是認真的？ （=。=）
但是我卻敗得很糟糕

我竟然接受得了你不只我一個
我竟然接受得了你在選擇
我竟然接受得了你忽略了我和你唯一的約會日

所有的一切如此清晰 就像是昨天才發生一樣
愛我非你莫屬
淩晨5點打電給你要你去打工 你偷懶發送信息給我親親
半夜電影蜘蛛人 點心在清晨
實習你說給我生日驚喜
嗯 還蠻驚喜地 因爲你完全忘記了

歐麥卡 我在幹什麽？
不是説好不再想念？ 怎麽越想越念？
是因爲你的電話+生日快到
可能吧 嗯 因爲你欠我一個布丁 巧克力的

打死我都不肯相信！我放不下你

baba bi la ~

is just a long time i did not renew my blog~
hmph
just because this few days i busy with my drama
and also busy with my facebook
HAPPY FARM & BARN BUDDY

just a boring game
wait for your plan to grow then harvest it
but i enjoy when i steal someone's plant
haha summore if end of this month i win someone
i have free dinner~~ ><
bluekk :P

today i get my camera
Sony T-90
thanks mum
heart n love you
kakaxx

gonna back KL soon
i heard that this sem
all my friends are planning for extreme sports
OH NO~
i need 萨隆巴斯
hahaxx

ok~ i done my random post~
no mood write about something yet~

cincai post

it just like i have 300 hundred years i did not renew my blog~~
sowieee~ cause i just busy with
PPS

yaya PPS~
every movies will have in this PPS
so nice~
the korea's show-我們結婚了
is like have a couple of idol
they will stay together just like a married couple
nice and so SWEETTT~
and i have to finish before i back KL
cause after go back i cant open it
T__T stupid line!

BON ODORI i wanna go
KL KL KL
cause i'll be there
plus
my 21st birthday wanna come
nice nice nice
ermmmmm
my wish cant come true i guess
21 presents? i guess i am crazy cause have this kind of wish
>.<

i think i finish post
stupid post
haha

XOXO

nothing special

updated~ about my trip~
but then the problem is i lazy copy again
at here ><
sorry~
link below Y

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http://www.wretch.cc/blog/d1r9i8v8e/10905914

then whats next?
oh Y
my 21st birthday one month to go
haha so excited but then actually is nothing special ><

this few days so boring stay at home
so so so boring!
SOS who wanna date me out??
come come

ok fine~
thats all....
watch movie 1st
XOXO

等

好難得我來更新我的部落
但是很對不起 因爲照片還在我朋友那裏
所以我今天晚上回來更新
等我

我回來了

我終于有時間！！！

我考試完畢！

至於成績 算了吧

下個學期 一定需要重考了

攷爻！



說回去 爲什麽我最近 那麽久沒回復吧

還不是爲了這個笨蛋的考試

對阿 我那天整審溼溼的

一個人在溫習 因爲他們在圖書館

我不想被冷死

但是 好聽是溫習

實際上是拍照

哈哈



然後我很乖

溫習了3天 但是成績還是爛

真想弊了自己





今天還沒有離開kl之前 我們去拍了大頭貼

好多人 好熱

等我斯刊 在給你們看哦





然後寶貝們！

我回來了！！

想念你們 麽麽

adui babe 你

GAME OVER

其實很多時候很多事情 並不是這樣的
了解我的人在哪裏？是我自己迷茫了吧？
出家了 會不會好一些

最近我很藍 很藍
但是 我不想要人家問我爲什麽
但是 我不想要我被別人看穿

又圓了的月亮 照亮我隱藏的倔強
提醒我 去化妝把以後活得更漂亮
又圓了 的月亮 說改變會帶來成長
旋轉的 地球上 沒有人能不懂 站在一個地方

可以嗎？

你是忘記了嗎？ 忘記了我還在嗎？
還是你習慣了 那邊的生活
很多姿多彩對吧？

是你說要我相信的相信我們能一起
是你說要我繼續的積蓄我們的愛情
那麽爲什麽？爲什麽你那麽久 都不見人影了？

我很辛苦你知道嗎？
我後悔了 真得後悔了
你不在我身邊
上次你上綫是什麽時候？ 上星期嗎？
我們好好談的時候
上次你打電話給我 是什麽時候？
我們好好地談的時候

我們的愛情不久 才那麽的快2個月
我漸漸的很想你在我身邊
我們的愛情不久 才那麽得快2個月
你漸漸的消失不見不出現？

2012世界末日 2013你凱旋歸來
有屁用啊？！ 全世界的人都死了
你才回來我身邊嗎？

我懷念我們不是情侶的時光
雖然最後你還是不在我身旁
但是那種甜蜜的時光 我很懷念
我漸漸的在乎你了 你可以看看我嗎？
不要上限爲了和我吵架 不要打電話給我爲了問xon的東西 好嗎？
你打電話來給我 問關於我好嗎？
你上msn和我聊 問關於我好嗎？
可以嗎？ 我的要求過分了嗎？

全世界都停了電 全世界都封了街
我所有窗子外面 被貼上黑夜
我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見
絕望到極點剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了電 全世界白雪滿天
才發覺在我心間 有回憶碎片
一作夢翻身 就刺痛流血
我卷著身體縮成一個圈 像一個句點

被罵了 才肯更新的我

哦哦 我的babe crystal要我更新了
哈哈 對不起拉babe 我剩下最後一份報告阿
而且 我更新另外一個 沒更新這一個
對~ 不~ 起~~~

我最近做了什麽哦

似乎 吃飽睡 睡了吃
然後上網 然後出門
然後 沒有了
怎麽辦啦？！
我不要這樣的生活

♡ 桜井莉菜 ♡

益若つばさ

我好希望我生日的時候可以和她們的髮型一樣
但是我的頭髮不夠長
外加 我肥去了黑去了
X歪！我要減肥！！
寶貝們 請記得提醒我
減肥減肥減肥減肥!!

然後忽然想用藍色
哈哈 XD
最近很多戯想要看
金錢帝國 night at the museum 外加angels&demon
希望下個星期 我有時間去看

需要疏解 我自以爲的壓力

最後 我在祈禱考試順利
外加 21分的禮物
我很貪心 我知道
但是 只有1次的21嵗
不過分吧？
哈哈
XOXO

lalala dore mi

B~I~N~G~O i slept in class
ECONs i guess
seem like whole sem i was doing the same thing
S~L~E~E~P !!
there are lots more pic to prove that
Haha *_^






another pic i slept
when was it?
no idea too much i slept in class
haha *_^
i guess there are another class i slept
Q~M
shit subject that i ever had
and i guess i will fail in this sem

wonder why i allow those pic appear

haha ^_*

i also no idea at all

i just on my FACEBOOK

and i saw these pics

feel like HOLLY SHIT~

i doing nothing in this sem

and more worst than last sem

hmmm ahmmm

useless me izit?

i feel so =.=

exam on the corner

and i have no idea at all

i mean what should i study

whole book of QM and ECONS

really kill me

may i RIP

plus no mood

dont ask me reason

cause i use to emo for no reason d

yiak!

then i wish i can blog use mandarin

i jz feel like i wan use it

but damn it! college's computer dont have the mandarin

what a stupid PC they provide

haha ^_*

done my random post

XOXO

笑聲不是我

好吧 我既然完成了我的報告
剩下最後一份 但是因爲還沒有開會我不知道要做什麽
那麽我就來更新了哦
其實上一篇劈里啪啦那麽多 我也沒什麽了
然後上個星期我去了韓國的展覽
不錯不錯 這個跳舞的不錯
但是 請不要在意那個笑聲
印象中 應該不是我 XD


然後我最近很也睡覺 很遲起身
我的糜爛生活又回來了
外加 今年生日雖然還很遲 但是
我想說
21份禮物 可以嗎？？

#$%^

there is a reason why i post 2 times a day
because of something
or i should say someone

yaya YOU!
you just like a girl
a person who did not know the meaning of care
you just know the meaning of control
stupid!
hell~
what the Fu*k you want?
apologies not enough??
whole conversation just only sorry!
you think is what?
sing the new song of SUJU?
lame~
i feel like i just want to kill you off
FU*KER!

what is the meaning of love for you?
control? listen to you?
凸
why you just cant stand here and see
and summore she said you change?
change??
yaya change become an idiot fu*ker

外加 不要再對號入座了拜托
腦子是靈活的用 不是用來死腦筋
你就是這麽的雞歪 如果你要對號入座我也沒辦法
但是請不要有那麽大的想象空間
如果不是看在她的臉 我老早和你撕破臉了

胡亂說一通

be yourself and don't been knock by those who wish to let you down!

這是我想對我自己說的
嗯對 我需要加油！
什麽原因哦？？ 我不知道
囧
這幾天因爲一直往外跑 我什麽都沒做到
哈哈哈哈哈XD
有什麽辦法？ 我就是這麽懶惰

今天考試時間表滾出來料
看了就閑 因爲這代表我要死悄悄了
明天我還要出去 去那個韓國fair
希望我可以享受
臨死之前的 哈哈

嗯 胡亂說了一通
因爲 我要去忙我的報告了
不好意思哦寶貝們
麽麽

本人下臺一鞠躬

ok i know
such a long time i did not update my blog here
once agai~=.=
sorry babes
i have been busy for such a long time until i have no idea how i over come it
anyway it is pass

我想說有時候並不是幫你決定
是給你意見
下次有什麽 不要說要討論
給了意見到最後是罪人
很好 媽的
如果你不是 懶得理會是被車撞死還是被人殺死
有沒有改變知道 受不了開玩笑就儅狗吠
只是最後又不要再説
有時候是還是不是 請照著鏡子看看
啞巴最好的角色 外加
討厭 對好

ok i just finish my temper
不要對號入座 謝謝
本人下臺一鞠躬

8/5の日記

我最近好想死 =。=
choiii
只是壓力過大吧
這種讀書的壓力 我不曾擁有
應該怎麽辦呢？
我好想念無憂無慮的我

人其實很惡魔
這一秒他在 下一秒他可能消失了
這一秒他說他愛你 下一秒他可能也在和其他人說一樣的甜言蜜語
人類 值得相信麽？

人其實很白癡
明明知道是謊言 但是卻相信了
明明知道是敷衍 但是卻開心了
人類 真的聰明麽？

人其實很簡單
只要簡單一句我愛你 就會開心了
只要簡單一個擁抱 就會感動了
人類 真的很單純麽？

人類其實很煩惱
就像我現在這樣
對招這一篇網志
我不知道我自己在寫什麽
心理的千言萬語 我說不出口

aduii babe最近你很不開心
很擔心你 但是msn不給我陪你
嗚嗚 我擔心你啦

what is my titile??

i want you and i need you XD
haha no dare to kacau you also
yiaks hate when i miss you T___T

i finish up my assignment
just only for my PDP3
and there is still a lots waiting me
it just like a night mare!
it singing: i'm waiting for you~~~
xiu~xiu~xiu
get lost man!

then miss Jen
stop the rumors about me!
you bitch! oops is puppy~~
come come! 凸
you really make me feel @#$
i should stop and try to ignore you
and i know
you will saw it^__^
just go tell them i no care

and here she come

ta~da~

my my my aduii babe o
she was unhappy recently
hmph~ babe cheeeerrr up girl XD
i know you can make it right?
and guess what?!
我們是傻瓜2人組！
kakaxx cause this few days
we use to emo together
chit chat chat in msn like 38
and also feel wanna cry together
oh Y and and also
have puppy around us~~
T____T
最奇特的是：我們是網路朋友 ^__^
I WILL FOLLOW YOU~~~


Last something i wanna tell myself
Miss Ch'ng, can you please concentrate in you study?!
you have lots of assignment that will ruin you up!
so so so girl, GROW UP
you are 21 not 12 ok?!

that's all bye
X~o~X~o

T___T

yeeerrr stay in lab and do my assignment?! totally not me!~!~
how come i just rush like hell and one more thing
WHY EVERYONE DIFFERNT??!!
who should i follow? A or B
after i done like B then A tell me i do wrong
so i follow back what A tell...
but today when i saw what C do tahts the A style
wuwu T__T who i should follow?!
hate it!
heellllppppp me!

x~o~x~o

erm ahmm

yea yea yesss XD
such a long time i did not come my blogger
haha oops sorry my friend here

i get drunk 2 days ago
totally shit cause i have to go to class at 9 on the second day
and i back at 3 T__T
the reason of hanging out is friend's birthday
and i get cream on my whole face
thats what we dont to the restaurant
will we get black listed? XD
then mine korea friends is asking us to join them for a drink
cause i too curious so i went
thats i get cause i promise I DRUNK

Then today i finally finish my event
babes and girls if found the article in newspaper
remember tell me please
cause today we have 8TV,TV1 TV3 NST and many lehhhh
so tire now o
so i plan to oioi
hahaxx XD

XOXO

...what can i do?...

the feel really suck!
i just get my new result for my QM its holly shit
i just only get 3.25 and i am gonna fail this subject again?
i dont wish i have too please
its killing me! and i start to feel
whats the point i stduy degree if i always get the suck result!
NO IDEA with myself again!

Degree not an easy year for me

everythings so hard and i cant continue like what i did for my diploma life

i really wish i can more hardworking

but hardworking is so so damn far from me

honestly said

the result for my QM? i really dissapointed

although i study last minutes

but its really not enough!

i so jealous the result for others

why i always cant get the result like others?

shit!

who can tell me is that too late if i start now?

everythings going wierd once again

i hope this time will not kena me

if not i really will down

please no!

by2 new song

i love it so much

its just like what i feel

我知道-by2

從來沒想過

不能再和你牽手

委屈時候 沒有你

陪著我心痛



一切都是我

太過驕縱

以為你會懂

一直忘了說

我有多感動



我知道你還是愛著我

雖然 分開的理由

我們都已接受

你知道我會有多難過

所以 即使到最後

還微笑著 要我加油



我知道你還放不下我

才會 在離開時

閉著眼沒有回頭

我們都知道彼此心中

其實 這份愛沒停過



曾經完整幸福的夢

在腦海裡頭

我多希望你

還在我左右



答應你 我會好好過

不讓 這些眼淚白流

hell

Hell!
i just feel lonely!
shit! everything shit!
and guess what
i 95% will fail this sem all subject
CZL wake up and move on!
dont backward anymore!
someone wrack me please!

just a short one

ok i back

but i lazy to type

again

sorry babes at here

hope you all wont mind to link to my wretch to know about my trip

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/d1r9i8v8e/10823302

and i just want to tell some one

i hate to be so serious into you

heng!

！·#￥%……—*

我快要去澳門廣州

第一次和我的學院的朋友們去
不知道我們之間會察出什麽火花呢
我在期待

耍白癡的照片
很可笑
我想要說
很多很多
但是話卻說不出口
我不知道原因在那裏
我知道的是
我 很多東西要說！

反正就是
愛情不只是有甜
原來他還包含了
苦還有酸
你加油好嗎？

我在嘰里呱啦

然後最後
我今天剪了頭髮
恩 感覺如何？

我剛收拾我的手機 發現裏面有好多好多的照片
我都沒時間整理 現在一次過放上來
哈哈 看圖説故事

不知道什麽時候 我們那麽努力了
就是爲了QM 真想吵架
聽説今天知道成績 但是不好意思
我回家鄉了 所以 我不知道

也不知道什麽時候 我們似乎餓鬼出籠
就這麽的霸佔了麥儅勞的桌子

我的新手機 今天剛用
不錯不錯 哈哈

就是這樣
我忽然很多東西向謝
等我有F-E-E-L
好嗎？？

hope~

i having a one hour break again~

and i finally move in the new house

everything its fine+good

just only the internet line so suck

that's why

less to update

so so so lazy!!!

gonna back to penang

and also waiting for my MACAU trip

guys~~~

counting down!!!!!

1 week +

hahaha

excited excited!!!'woo hoo]

hope i have a nice trip

and i wanna cut my hair

no idea wanna cut what hair style

T__T

how how jekk??

EARTHＨＯＵＲ

finally!!
i move to my new house!
but then the internet so so so damn slow!!
T_T
suck!

yesterday is EARTH HOUR
did you guys join?
i think i do
i went to look out point
to look KLCC close
but then
all fully BOOK!!
why i so bad luck geh??
but then i still can see it
nothing special!~!

then chit chat talk!!
talk talk talk
with my classmate
and then arrive at home around 12am
tire
direct sleep

and today finally move in
gonna holiday
woohoo~~
cut hair wish to have a nice new hair style
and gona go to macau n guang zhou
excited

XOXO

i hate rushing for nothing~

argh!

nightmare

i hate so~

so hate!
wake up and rush like hell

attend to class but lec said you may go attendance will be taken

=.=

hell!!!

rather stay at home and just skip the class

T__T

so bad!

tire tire tire!
i just like an old woman

always feel tire of myself

and wish i can sleep

but at night when people usual sleep's time

i cant sleep

can you imagine that?

watch at the ceiling and cant sleep

then i start to think this and that...

is that will have a head come off?

is that will be some one outside?

is that bla bla bla~~~

wooi! come back!

damn afraid me but i use to think like this always

hahahaxxx ^^

oh Y

maybe some of you knew that

go and have a look at my wretch

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/d1r9i8v8e

the 1st article~

hmmm erm ahmmm~~~

is that true?

hope not~

i keep on tell myself that's a person~~~

that's all,have to attend the stupid econ class

XOXO

2ml maybe will go SG.Wang

damn excited!!

NO IDEA

i have exam after 5 hours +
i have no idea what am i doing
shit!
i memorize the formula d?
no idea
i memorize steps to do d?
no idea
i guess all my classmate have the same idea too
whats the idea?
NＯIDEA
=.=
dont punch me cause its damn true!
neh neh neh

hungry~~~
hot!!!!
argh~
cant sleep

XOXO

do re mi~~~~

miss red is visit me again without my permission
its killing me
but what to do?
if she did not visit me i wil be panic
cause that mean there is something wrong with my health
but if she visit me it's drive me crazy cause really killing me!
but who ask i
bear with it la wei~

and something weird going
and make me no mood
TT
whatever
watching homealone i guess
i just forget the name of the movie
hahaha
gonna find MR.Chiew soon

love and kiss

QM?! hell

i have discussion group for 2 days
reason just only because of the QM
QM QM QM
quantitative method?!

what for a hotel&tourism student study this huh?

just like~~

neh neh neh bla bla bla~~

argh!~!~

the stupid botak drive me crazy la!
although i having my discussion group but then i still taking pic~

everyone so hardworking except bkee( the one who take phone)
but then when back

no more discussion la wei

HAHAHA

Sure NO MORE
Who wanna continue?
It’s just like shit
Everything he teach in class is totally different with text book
But he ask us go study text book?
WHAT FOR ?!?!

Blablablabla in the class
And ended with “HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE”
Bullshit~~

Oh Y
Tomorrow have presentation
Hope I can make it la~~~
Chao~

XOXO

exam huh

exam on the way which make me wanna fainted
yiaks
quantitative?!
hell!! what is that huh?
no idea no idea
statistic? hmmm so familiar name
hypothesis? shit! i sleeping in class while i form 5 la~
shit shit shit
how how how??
who can help me huh??
feel wanna fainted~
and maybe i should have prepared which i will FAIL~~~

and also MICE?
let me think~~~
M=mouse
I=in
C=center
E=enterence
then get crash by other people~~
bing bong piang!
die die die
sei lo sei lo
hahahxx actually
M=meeting
I=insentive
C=conference
E=exhibition

haha anyway i have no idea what it is
and i decide whatever
blablablablabla~~~
now i wanna go watch handsome boy d
꽃보다 남자(花樣男子)


XOXO

when Hello Kitty meets MAC

現在算是夯的化妝品
MAC.HELLO KITTY
雖然我喜歡MARRIE多過KITTY
但是誰要買給我 我可是不介意哦

雨天娃娃走開

很多人只記得晴天娃娃的美好
卻忘記了雨天娃娃也需要擁抱
收留了雨天娃娃很久 我開始很想把它丟掉
但是晴天娃娃不來到 雨天娃娃也不肯走掉

嗚嗚 不想要在這麽的衰下去
可以嗎？？
還有就是怎麽連你也要離開！？
氣死我了！！！

just for fun

i back
from the trip
but everything remain the same
sommore make me feel become more worst
shit man
why things remain the same??
argh~
but then i have a nice trip
although everything remain the same after i came back
but yet i still have a nice trip
haha

what can i say huh?
having a nice trip and today totally make me shock
someone know my name
i take pic with her
and she treat me nice?
orzzz
faker lala~
but then what eva~
cause i just a biatch

and dear friend
i hope you know you still have me
although we less chat d
but yet i still here
ok?

everyone +u

hope will be fine

i hope i can be fine after my sudden trip on tomorrow
thanks all my babes who accompany me

muacks i love you all

when my good luck will come?

i have no idea
i just feel down down down
2009 just a suck year
just only the begin of the year
i start feel wanna boom it up!
犯太歲 yeeeeaaaaappppppp
really太衰~~~
yorrr
why i always so downnnn~~~
bad luck when will you gone?!
good luck when will you come?!
when i can feel high high high again worrr

原來我還是會流淚

what can i do?
just went isng K at new way with my classmate since we dont have class
our datin cancel her class again and when i receive the mail
i was having my lunch at Window of Damansara in KDU
haha they so fun

singing K but we did not take pic
from 2 something till 7
wow~! killing me
till 7 no voice at all
but then my friend's bf is keep on calling till she so panic
so so so sorry we lie together to her bf
but then THIS IS FOR MY OWN GOOD
haha keep on find a excuse for own self
nah nah nah~~~

after heading back to house
found out the stupid owner still there
argh~
hat eto saw his car but then is his house
i wanna move out! but then
no room for me to rent
huiyoh!!!
why so bad luck after i break the mirror?

cant sleep again
whole brain thinking of the stupid
why still cant let go huh？
stupid me~
just only the melody and my tears drop
direct and silent

你知道嗎　我很喜歡牽著你的手的感覺
那是什麼樣子　我好希望再來一次
懂得讓我微笑的人　
再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門　
明天的美夢你完成
整個宇宙 浩瀚無邊的盡頭　
每顆渺小星球　全都繞著你走
愛我　非你莫屬　
我只願　守護　由你給我的幸福
愛我　非你莫屬　
也許會　笑著哭　但那人是你所以　不怕苦
懂得讓我流淚的人　
給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕　
你同時點亮了星辰
看　那麼多相遇　偏偏只和你　天造地設般產生奇蹟
哦　我心的縫隙　我想除了你　任誰也無法填補這空虛

fu*cking

i hate my owner
fucking guy
scold ppl for nothing and now i want move out!
who know where can rent a house near kdu
and i want master room cause have my roommate too
help me please~~

!@#$%^&

i just dont know what happen to me?
so bad luck
i lost RM50 although it may not a big money
but then on this period of time
i damn need money!
i wish to buy a new hp and now i lost RM50 just because of my carelessss
oh Shit really Shit
yor!!!
and now i just realize that all the bad luck i had now have a big relation with MIRROR!
on the Valentine dayz i bought a new MIRROR but then i did not check it so i direct paid
after go back home i just found out that the MIRROR is broke!
ok fine i deal with it, think its my fault cause who ask me dont want to check before paid
then today i wen to 1u, for my last delicious dinner before i start my diet program~
forget there dont have Fish Market, so went to FISH&CO
thats not really delicious but then i am deal with it
walk walk walk in the 1u and went to buy MIRROR
once again, my bad luck with MIRROR
i think i drop my money at the shop cause i just take out the money when i paid
then the next destination i had found out that i lost it
YORRRR
how careless i am
and i having a badluck nowadayss
hate it!

do re mi

no idea what happen to myself
miss redred make me feel s*cks
damn! my mood all down jor
yiakkks
who can save me please? cause i really feel su*k
just feel tire to be alone
just feel live for nothing
people live for what?
for try? for live?
or just to die?
babyxon said his world collapse
so do I
collapse for nothing for no reason
i hope i can be fine
yes i wish i can

tire slept
bye

my V'tine

woohoo thats my valentine
meet with my dear 勤
then acting like crazy in pavillion
pass my V'tine without any surprize
haha wish have someone here
right here beside me but then its ok
my dream always cant come true
maybe is i too look for it
yiak~

2morrow have a headache class
MICE-Datin Puteri
seee~~ saw her name also feel dizzzy
yup babe,bingo she really a troublemaker
but then her class its fun
and yet will be more fun if will not have so many assignment to do

sell myself without selling myself
my stupid presentation 2morrow
who know what to do?
babyXon say dont put price tagg
damn babyXon love your idea
hope you will be fine guy~
babe what to do?!
sell myself....
yiaks hate her assignment
and damn hot!
and stupid miss ang ang make me feel su*k

情人节之我在胡言乱语

情人节了呢 哈哈
直到现在我才知道 原来原来
你还在害怕 就觉得很可笑
你和我不是没关系了吗？
怎么你还在害怕 她知道我的存在？
是因为 她知道我们曾经在一起？
所以她在吃醋？ 那么她知不知道
她毁了我？！
她夺走了你 在我还在认为 我会和你在一起直到永远的时候
她夺走了你 在我还沉醉在和你幸福的时候
其实 事实是什么？
你玩弄了我 胡乱答应了她 然后瞒着她说你单身？
然后周旋在我们三个之间的你
一个接着一个的淘汰
然后最后选择她 对吧？
我不知道 我应不应该生气他
渐渐的 我放下了你
直到最近一次你打电话来
结果你说了那些废话
你知道吗？ 我很后悔
为什么你的那一段感情我要放那么多
为什么要为了你放弃了一个可能还会给我更多幸福的人
我是白痴吧 那个时候得我
但是 我很庆幸 我放下了你

情人节到了 我祝你
情人节快乐

其实我也不知道为什么我忽然想说
但是就是忽然想要发泄
就这样 哈哈

wonder???

why i still lost with myself
what happen to me?
who can help me??
wonder wonder wonder
wonder everything in my life
my life full of wonder?
wonder this and that
feel my life just nothing else
everyday wake up at 635
be the 1st
then? bath
then? prepare to school
then? break
then? eat
then? study
then? back
then? online
then? sleep
then? continue again again again and again
nothing special in my life
argh
getting freaking of this

Blur for my future

dont know what can i do
EVENT
no idea is that i am in the right way
getting freezzz of that
what to do?
no idea
just which someone can guide
but then
i am not kids anymore
i need to be independent
i cant rely on others anymore
not cant but then not so much
tiring~
wish someone can be beside me
even a silent accompany
i wish to have too
really~ Damn need it!
future? as what?
manager like what Dr rod say?
no way! i just can be manazer
event planner like what i am study now?
No way it totally diff from my mind!
i mean like what i study is totally not i expect!
shit!
ha leh lu ya
hope i can use to it soon
and yet
should i mail to my lec to ask about myself in the class?
wonder~